wasted_daylight

it will rain

2012-01-27T20:14:00.000+07:00

every thing in this world has some turning points. sometimes it is at its highest peak, as we put our highest interest in that thing, but sometimes it has its own downfalls. maybe it's boredom, maybe you just have too much to handle. maybe you're just dead tired.

i don't know.

i'm not going to give up. never. i'm not wishing for a break. i'm not regretting these paths i've chosen. i know the consequences and so this is me trying to get things done. sorry if the progress isn't as fast and pleasing as you guys hope. i'm now just trying to make the best... for everything.

but sometimes i wish for someone, who is willing to listen.

the question is... who is that? :_

i don't wanna be whiny and i wanna be good on my own.

please let me be good on my own, cause everyone else is already with their problems.

i want to be good on my own, for once.

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2012-01-19T22:25:00.000+07:00

"But i set fire to the rain
Watch it pour as i touched your face
Let it burn while i cry
Cause i heard it screaming out your name, your name.."
set fire to the rain

"i know i have a fickle heart

and loneliness

and a wandering eye

and heaviness in my head

but don't you remember

don't you remember

the reason you loved me before

please remember me once more.

when was the last time you thought of me

or have you completely erase me from your memory

i often think where i went wrong

the more i do the less i know.."

don't you remember

we're back to friends again. i've been thinking for the past two months about how it would be, after not talking to each other for ages. Contradictory to what i thought would happen, it happened pretty simple. We talk like we used to talk. As if nothing never happened. I feel like i'm back to 5 months ago.

And though it's weird for me to say this, but i'm glad we're friends again. Just friends. It's better this way.

crows zero

2011-12-19T19:44:00.000+07:00

yep i know i'm a bit too late to watch this movie just today, but i have no regret. Oh, maybe one, because it would've been amazing if i watched this earlier.

this is genji takiya, the main character of this movie.

So Genji is a son of a yakuza boss,and he transferred as a senior to suzuran all-boy high school with a goal to conquer the school and become the leader. Note that suzuran is a weird school, they have no lessons and is filled with soon-to-be yakuza. Each class has their leader which is the strongest in the class, but there is no conqueror in the school. There is one person who is close to be the conqueror, named Serizawa Tamao, a third-year student.
So basically the story is about Genji who fights to be the conqueror of the school with helps from the others and some obstacles on his way. But i could promise you it's better than what you're imagining right now. It's fun to watch it especially if you like action comedy (the hard way, though) If you hate blood please just keep away from this movie. It contains a lot.
My favorite scene is when they dueled, Genji and Serizawa. It's insanely cool, and they're both equal so it's hard to pick which one you want to win. Anyway i like this scene because it seems real, not like some western movies where they fight but there are no blood or scars. NO fun at all.
Anyway i'm soooo gonna watch crows zero 2 and i will be waiting for crows zero 3!

we're no stranger

2011-12-11T18:30:00.000+07:00

Goodbye. | Are you sure? | no,never. i don't know.

When you are friends with someone and then you're not, and you know you're no longer friends, you'll just let go of them? | Maybe, i don't know. Yes, maybe.

i forced a smile reading the answer, muscles struggled with effort. It has explained everything. So i'll just face it. The reality is harsh and bitter and i could say that i'm okay but it's unbearable, the unreal feeling like a burning pit in my stomach. It takes time to actually forget this. And i don't know how much time i need to just forget, completely forget your existence.

a thankful thought.

2011-12-11T17:23:00.000+07:00

thanks for giving me a chance, to let everyone knows i can do this. i'll work hard, strive harder. i'll do anything to make it the best thing they ever got. We still have an insanely long way to go, and not all of the roads are smooth, but with your support we can be the best.
We are still somehow clueless in this journey, sometimes we don't have any idea left, but i promise, with your help, we can prove them that we are great. That we can surpass their success. Amen.

Blind

2011-11-16T22:34:00.000+07:00

I am invisible but I am standing in front of you
But your eyes look past me Just once, just once, please look for me
The more you feel, the more you feel
I become more and more invisible
In the hazy winter frost, I try to draw my heart but you don't know
I gather the scattered raindrops and shed them instead of tears but you don't know

currently listening to trax-blind. it's a pretty nice song, especially to accompany you in late nights, like what i do now.

In this moment, what i've got to do is one. Studying. I have two tests tomorrow... but i don't feel like studying right now. If i followed my selfish heart, i should've been sleeping right now. I would say that i'm bored with piles of tasks and i've got enough of exams and all i want to do...is anything but reading those text books.

But i tried my best to not follow it. I'm not a kid anymore, i (try) to understand what's good to me, what's the priority for my future. I'm still in the transition phase, though. My junior high school heart is still inside..... I'm lost on the track.... but i promise i'll do my best and give my best shot to learn everything i've missed.

enough with the school thing. i'm re-reading my blog and one thing that popped out from my mind was about how different i am in this year. I've got through lot of ups and downs, most of them were downfalls. I remember it was only like yesterday when it was January... and now we're in the middle of November, along with heavy rains and the exams waiting. I am thrilled about how will i spend the next one and a half months. I am hoping for the great days ahead ;)

:|

2011-10-29T21:06:00.000+07:00

"if we're really desperate for something we're less likely to receive it."

On another day, i laid my eyes on this certain line when i browsed the internet. For no certain reason, i've gotten my eyes glued, fixed in this line for seconds. It is really, really easy to say. It's as easy as talking about the weather, or random things like but.... trying to actually make this line work in real life is hard, so freaking hard.. Cause me, myself is desperate for lot of things these days. I am desperate for lack of sleep, for example. for good grades and me achieving 'this thing' i want so bad. And i'm also desperate for i always think foolish and unimportant. You can guess, people.

Desperate is a hard word, but no words could describe my feeling better than this. I've got no one to cling into, and if i have one i probably won't want to cling either. I'd rather do everything in my own. It's different than individual works and team works. I love doing team works, but i found myself wanting no one to help me solve harder problems. I'm not a child anymore, i have to handle it alone. And anyway, people get their own problems and they are there to ask what's wrong,are you ok but they're never the one who help you through the problem. You're the problem maker so you have to be the solver, too. I'm thankful for the ones who care when i got into problems, but they don't know how i feel. The same goes to every people in the world.

no one knows about how you feel.

It is sad, but it's also true. people try to make you feel better, from actions, or words. I prefer action,though, because from what i ever experienced, people says a lot of hopes, empty ones. I've learned to never believe in certain people's sayings, cause if i believe in them i ended up disappointed....

p.s doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou? blah.

i've decided

2011-10-28T16:33:00.000+07:00

i don't want me to repeat my silly acts in the past. I've had enough of bitter moments, heck i've grown bored of it. I got hurt so much i'm used to it. But i've decided. No more stupid acts, no more bittersweet moments (though in my case i've got almost no sweet moments) I don't want to be the one to fight for it. I just want to sit back and watch. I have a lot of things to do, so many things better than this. I have to stand in my own fighting for my future, not worrying about things like this. I've got my future waiting. The rest can be think of later. This time, i got plans about what i want to do, and i'm 100% sure i will do anything, anything to get it. I will do my best- that thing is only a game, unimportant. Like another games we play if we get bored of this life. Why i have to be concerned about such things, right? So this thing can be put aside, erased if necessary. In the mean time, i'll work the hardest for my plans, my future.
hell yeah.

a head with too much thought

2011-10-26T19:04:00.000+07:00

" Memory is a funny thing. When I was in the scene I hardly paid it any
attention."

I love taking photos. I'm no way a photographer -though i joined the photography club in my school- cause i'm not exactly blessed with amazing photography skills and an amazing camera. But nevertheless, i still love taking photos. Photos never fade. People forget, people change. I always feel the real function of photo is to remember what happen that day, to make people remember of what they used to be.

I love taking photos. I like to take photos of myself and my friends, too. I really do like to take photos.

About photos... I remember one thing. So i went to this event, and I didn't count on how many times i took pictures in that event but i can assure you that it was a lot and by a lot i mean hundreds. I took pictures so many times, with various people on my side. I didn't really remember when i took pictures with them or why did they sit beside me. But then again, we did taking pictures together and the pictures were uploaded online and the owner of the camera tagged me. I didn't know if that picture will be so important to me one day.

As i write this down, i am looking on my facebook pages, scrolling down the pictures and laughing at my silly poses.

Anyway i have said that in some photos i didn't really remember when i took pictures. I really do. Now i'm opening this picture when i stroll off a pose with another two. I have no idea i ever took this pic.... but it was hilarious for two reasons. first because it is hilarious, for me at least. second because at that time i didn't know that i will treasure this silly picture so much.

blah.

horoscope

2011-10-25T16:45:00.000+07:00

i'm always sort of interested in horoscopes. every time i buy a new magazine i'll always flip the pages into the monthly horoscopes. It's fun to read. But i'm not exactly a big believer of it. If some events turn out to be similar like what the horoscopes said i tend to shrug it off and thinking it's only coincidence. anyways, it really is fun to read. Especially the lucky dates. If i read old magazines (like 1/2 months old lol) and then i see the lucky dates, i always try to remember what happen in that day, and sometimes, coincidentally i found certain 'lucky dates' were actually lucky days and memorable. i always think the lucky dates are always the epic part of monthly horoscope and wonder why some of my favorite magazines never have it.
By the way today is also a lucky date, according to a certain magazine. I was kinda hoping it's true.. but no. Nothing amazing happened this day. nothing different even happened this day. Well kind of... because i didn't go to school today but i don't know if that counts. But maybe... it's not yet to come? ;)

i think this post get the randomest-post-of-the-month award

such great heights

2011-10-14T20:03:00.000+07:00

"come down now," they'll say.

but everything looks perfect from far away......

sometimes i wonder how is it like to be somebody else, to be in someone else's life. to see how is light in another side. is that someone's life easy? because mine is not. I need a break, i want to ignore everyone and everything. but i'm not a child anymore. It's not the life who understand me, i'm the one who understand it. It's hard, this phase. I stressed out so many times, putting a facade so people won't ask what's wrong..... but it's hard. maybe i am not the one with the most problems so i don't have the rights to whine and i just have to smile the whole time,pretending that i'm ok living this way because my problems aren't harder than them. But i'm not okay, i don't want to smile. My problems aren't that bad, but i always wanted someone to care. I realize that it was stupid of me. Because that someone isn't going to be there forever, they've got their own problems... and i don't want to let them taste my pain. I guess i just have to be my own hero. I have to be strong in my own. I have to understand life. I am trying,now.

bonjour!

2011-10-04T16:58:00.000+07:00

days change and feelings fade.

aneh gak sih.

there's this random day when you just suddenly.... forget about someone that used to be something to you. they just stop running in your mind and you just stop thinking how are they now.

is is that easy for us to forget, to let go?

friends are forever, they said. but i have these people i once thought was my friends.... i already forget about their names.

maybe they are never my friends.

as i said before, days change and feelings fade. it's true. feelings fade in matter of months. days, maybe. feelings grows in days, too. in hours. feelings are abstract, i guess. One minute you're feeling like this and minutes after that it becomes the opposite. yeah, feelings are weird, but i've got one thing about feelings i know for sure.

Feelings aren't eternal.

I wish they are, because i want to be happy forever. But to be happy, we have to overcome shits and obstacles... we just have to face that. Why, i always ask. And i never get the answer. Another thing about life is sometimes things are left unanswered.

Feelings.... i guess i just never understand it.

Game

2011-09-20T19:50:00.000+07:00

If you want to play hide-and seek..... count me in.
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Truthfully i never thought it's going to be like this, not even in my wildest dream. So many hesitation and dilemma, and i don't know which way to go.....
tell me.
And oh... you're always nice to everyone so how do i know that i'm... different?

am i not good enough?

2011-09-18T06:23:00.000+07:00

this question popped out so many times i stop keeping my counts.

picture perfect..not.

2011-09-14T19:15:00.000+07:00

so high school days.... are terrible these days. I sucked, i know.
For a dear friend.. i'm sorry to tell you just now. i want to tell you earlier but i'm worried about you..... i'm sorry.
And for another friend, i'm sorry too. I'm the one who got the courage and guts to tell it... so let me take the blame. I'm so sorry.
My biggest concern is that you will hate me for what i do... i understand that you will. Things won't be the same.... but let us remain friends. please.
I know you need time and i'll give you that. I only wish we can go back like we used to be, although some things has changed.
I'm sorry.

a nice saturday night.

2011-09-10T20:32:00.000+07:00

i just finished reading a book called Infinitely Yours, by Orizuka. all i can say... that is a nice way to spend my saturday night. You might like to give a try to read it =))

i've gotten back to school as usual. holiday is over people! prepare for the test floods~ school isn't bad though,when you don't count the homeworks hehehe. Well i guess it's just what students should do, studying and do whatever the teacher told us to, so we just have to stick to that and make the rest of it.

And oh, i want to share this!

p.s can you spot me there? lol

Last night's dream

2011-08-28T15:57:00.000+07:00

to be honest, my dream was so weird. It almost feel like deja vu; i think i've been in those place before yet... i never been there. People i talked to in my dream were people i thought i had forgotten, i left in past. Some people there.. i never meet them before. Some certain person were there too. I never dream about them before and now I did and it make me wonder why. I thought i forget about them already......
But judging from the dream.... i'm not over them yet.

pinocchio

2011-08-21T20:16:00.000+07:00

i've decided that i should start my post with happy things! weeks ago, in the middle of July, i think, a dearest friend gave me a late birthday present! At first i thought it was a book or something like that... but then i opened the gift and.... i got... this....

my first reaction was:

do you know how much i want this? as a fan.... i was really touched. it was an awesome moment, knowing one of your wish come true! i tried to save my money and such- and then my friend gave me this, in all of sudden. i really appreciate it :"D
thank you so much vape. i don't know if you will read this or not.. just want to tell you how thankful i am, to you. not just because of this present, but because of all the weird things we do, too :D

:_D

2011-08-19T19:47:00.000+07:00

i have pile of books and tons of homeworks waiting for me right now, but i could care less. I'm so happy right now- no,cross that, I feel peaceful.

Like, really,really peaceful, you know? A kind of happiness you feel after you are so effin tired you just don't give a damn about anything.

I had movie marathon this afternoon- and this is my first time to have this for two months. I watched easy a and wedding dress (korean movie) which i really recommend. both of them. maybe some of you have heard of easy a, but not about wedding dress. no, that's not some kind of romantic-comedy movie with a predictable ending where the two main characters will hate each other at first and fall in love between the story, no! this movie is about a mother-daughter bond. The daughter is about nine, and she's a loner. Her mother is dying, but struggles until the end. And the daughter is so strong and she struggles too, to fulfill her mom's wish. I'm not a crybaby, but I cried a lot, so prepare box of tissues please!

I think that's all, a quick update from me :-) sorry for writing short posts all the time ugh. gonna write again next week... or maybe tomorrow? ;)

Mental break-down.

2011-08-14T20:46:00.000+07:00

I've said here that i'm scared of failures.
I do.
I hate it when i failed something- and thats what happen right now, i failed a lot.
My mind is so screwed up this time i couldnt think right.... I just wanna do so many things- yet i'm already so busy with all of homeworks and an event.
Sometimes i even thought.... do i deserve to be here? to stand here?
:_|
I always get more anxious and self-conscious whenever the question popped out of my mind.
My negative mind say that i'm not good enough- which is sad, really- but yeah life sucks but it keeps on turning.
I... don't......... know..........anymore.
I'm such a wreck.
But i can handle this... i believe it.

"Tough times don't last......... tough people do."

0.10

2011-07-31T00:39:00.001+07:00

yet another sleepless night strikes again.....

anyway my school held an after mop party yesterday and i only have two words to say: FUN AND AMAZING! seriously tho that was a cool party.

so each class from the tenth grade should sent a band/singer to perform, and i was left impressed yesterday seeing friends of mine performed greatly though they only had three to four days to practice. my class, x-2 performed muse-unintended and an i-don't-know-the-name-but-it's-pretty-cool song.

also, there were guest stars such as koala (yay!) padzband 67&68 (obviously!) jackso, marapu and more (yeah, i forget._. it's not that they weren't as enjoyable as others, it's only because i'm not actually familiar with their names._. pardon my bad,bad,memory)

the party lasted for approximately 7 hours and there were fireworks too, that made me getting more and more excited :-D

i'm so sorry i don't post a pic or two.. because i don't have one -_- i left my camera at home which is very sad T-T but nevertheless i enjoyed the party so much! thanks buat kakak2 panitia karena acara ini mean so much for us, terharu :"D

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p.s happy fasting everyone! time flies so fast :-)

p.p.s you still give me that familiar ache i know so well. but you probably don't know- don't care.

live it up!

2011-07-26T18:29:00.000+07:00

so i got accepted in sma 3 yogyakarta, and i was (and still am) ridiculously happy because of that. mop-pplb lasted for two weeks; i am sure that it was the busiest days in my life. i said that i'd rather do uan for hundred times, but now i don't think i really mean it. i mean yea sure it was tiring, so,so tiring, and i was sleepless those nights, but it was fun. it was memorable. especially 23-24 of july, i swear that was two unforgettable days. i met lot of people (a nice ones!) and get to know them easily. i hope we all can get along :-D
anyway,
JAYA,JAYA PADMANABA! :"DDD GO GO GO ANGKATAN 69 AW!!!

UN

2011-06-09T20:43:00.000+07:00

saya sudah tau hasilnya. and i was like, ok, it's pretty fine but it's only like that?
i was hoping for something more. call me ungrateful as much as you want but i don't care.
long story short, i was disappointed about my result, but who am i to change the reality anyway? my dad said that i just have to take the fact and face the truth, believing in slightest chance possible.
so that's what i do now.
believing.

s.b just want to tell you. i think i'll leave the fandom. yes i still like them and their song but i don't really get the hype anymore. shinee world is amazing,really, but sometimes the people is just so frustrated and whiny over them i can't stand it. i've been a shawol for a year and months, and i'm still wondering why i'm not bored at them since i'm usually the type of person who get bored easily. and oh, i think i'm kind of liking their hoobaes, f(x), but not that much.

Repetition

2011-05-12T18:20:00.000+07:00

Every day i would wake up and do the same thing i did the day before. At night i'll tell my self that i'm going to change and try to do new things but nothing ever changes. I'd like to do so many things, yet i never even try to do it once.
Maybe i'm too scared.. too scared of failure, and changing.

U-kiss's comeback wih 0330

2011-03-31T17:25:00.000+07:00

first, honestly i'm doubting aj and hoon (the new members) will come out better than xander and kibum, or at least the same. I'm still... kind of sad though for the replacement. Saying that xander and kibum are 'the original members' or 'former members' is disappointing me, but that's the fact. Lot of kiss mes are having a rough time dealing with it, but that's how the industry goes. Some rise, some go.
About the comeback.
I never like u kiss concept before, you know, they over do anything. Their makeups cringed me out. Same goes to the clothes. And their mvs were weird. They have some flashy dance moves, of course, but the mvs was still... weird. I never gonna put 'em in my favorite mv list.
But seeing the u kiss's mv 0330, i was so surprised. It's almost like they're really the bran(d) new u kiss. Their concept, was quite good in my own opinion, and their song. OMG THEIR SONG. Less autotune. I can barely heard autotune there and that's great!
maybe you wonder why it's called 0330. Beside that their mv release on march 30, it;s because 03.30 stands for 3:30AM – a time of restlessness for those who have yet to fall asleep

So here's the mv and the lyric's translation

[Eli]
Yo, listen up
This is my tragic story
Just to break it in my heart
Check it
[Hoon]
I still can’t erase you, I keep thinking about you
I want to see you so badly, I can’t sleep at night
The sound of rain that thumps on the window of my heart
The spot that you gave up, I miss you so much
I can’t sleep at all at night
[AJ]
Your backside leaving by avoiding the rain
I cant’ do anything, again
So everyday I regret it, I’m sorry
I pray, I want you to be back
I can’t, I can’t touch you
I can’t be patient because it’s a day that doesn’t exist
The tears in my eyes flow down
Again, will I be able to forget you
[SooHyun]
I still can’t erase you, I keep thinking about you
I want to see you so badly, I can’t sleep at night
The sound of rain that thumps on the window of my heart
The spot that you gave up, I miss you so much
I can’t sleep at all at night
[Eli]
All night I only think about you, I can’t sleep
The distance between you and I has gotten bigger
I was the servant of this love
Why did we fight? Why were we like this?
Did you lost the sight? We loved each other
Why am I frozen right now?
Dummy, what I need is you
[DongHo]
Your shoulders are limp
You sight, the ground collapses
You hit my stuffy heart
I can imagine you praying to the sky
With your hands clasped together
Let’s forget everything, all the bad memories
(I’m sorry) I know how you’ll react
I can only say sorry
[Kevin]
I still can’t erase you, I keep thinking about you
I want to see you so badly, I can’t sleep at night
The sound of rain that thumps on the window of my heart
The spot that you gave up, I miss you so much
I can’t sleep at all at night
Oh nights like tonight, tonight, her
[Eli]
You and I, don’t let go of our string
Don’t deny our r2π
[AJ]
Come to me, it’s all okay now
Again, again, let’s start everything again
[Kevin]
I can’t sleep at night
[Hoon]
I still can’t erase you, I keep thinking about you
I want to see you so badly, I can’t sleep at night
[Kevin
The sound of rain that thumps on the window of my heart
The spot that you left, I miss you so much
[All]
I can’t sleep at night

A little greeeting from me!

2011-03-27T04:18:00.000+07:00

Should we throw a confetti now? I know i promised you to write in next month or even months afterward, but guess what? I've missed this blog since i left it two weeks ago. Well....I'm here!
.......
Seriously.
Why is my mind have to go blank right now-_-
It's 4.09 am, and i'm just sitting on my couch,face staring at my ~~minho~~ netbook's screen. omg i sounds like a creeper right now(giving my laptop a name,my bias name to be exact)when i'm not. well maybe i do. but just a little,tiny bit. I swear. And i'm not that kind of pathetic creeper who watch and go crazy about certain idols. Oh when i write it down it feels like I'm that kind of creeper.. so... yeah-_-
.......................
Ok ok i'm soo confused right now. What are we talking about?
....................
Whatever.
I'll go back when my mind is right.
Ciao!

pray

2011-03-13T09:44:00.000+07:00

my pray goes to everyone in Japan right now- i hope they're fine, and i know they will.

dan by the way.
saya berdoa juga buat saya dan kakak saya. Semoga saya nem-nya bagus, masuk sma yang diinginkan. As for my sister, semoga dia lulus pbs ugm.
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anyway.
besok tpm propinsi.dan saya.. malah ngepost di blogger, berunek-unek sementara manusia manusia lainnya lagi belajar dengan gak kalapnya. bukannya saya udah bisa, saya udah pinter. Saya cuma BOSEN BANGET. Udah mulai jenuh sama soal-soal. Tapi saya ga bakal berhenti buat ngejar nilai bagus- semua yang saya udah lakuin ini harus kebayar.

Nilai tpm saya kemaren, walaupun naik masih bikin ketar ketir, nem segitu mau masuk mana? Tapi insya allah pasti saya bisa deh ngeraih nem tinggi amin =))
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Cukup deh ini unek uneknya.
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Move to another topic!
Tau dream high? I bet you know~ Intinya dream high itu drama korea gitu and i've been shipping the milky couple (wooyoung-iu/Jason-pilsook) since then <333
this is a song iu sang in dream high, i really like it.

I hope this tears will stop running someday,
Someday after this darkness clear up
I hope the warm sunshine dries these tears
When I feel that I’m getting tired of looking me exhausted,
I want to give all my dreams I’ve kept hard
Every time I feel that I’m lacking in many things more than I have
I lost strength in my legs and drop down
Everyday I hold out comforting myself “it’ll be alright”
But it makes me afraid little by little
I tell myself to believe in myself, but I don’t
Now I don’t know how longer I can hold out
But wait it’ll come
Although the night is long, the sun comes up;
I hope it helps me now.
I hope the God will help me,
I don’t have enough confidence more and more to overcome myself.
I hope this tears will stop running someday;
Someday after this darkness clear up,
I hope the warm sunshine dries these tears;
But wait it’ll come.
Although the night is long, the sun comes up;
Someday my painful heart will get well,
Someday… Someday…
well, i think i should go grab some books and study now. I'll write again, i promise. Maybe not in this week or month because i'll have some tests, but maybe in the middle of April or after UN.
bye

2011-02-24T20:39:00.000+07:00

Hello, fellas.
Yeah, as you might guess, i'm back from my not-so hiatus.
Saya bosan, sangat bosan.
Saya tahu kok, kalau bentar lagi bakalan un... tinggal 7-8 minggu lagi.
Ah.
Sejujurnya saya juga gak hiatus-hiatus banget, saya cuma stop nulis di livejournal saya dan di blog.
It's been awhile since i posted something non kpop and contains no school life.
Yah, mau digimanain lagi.
Time has pass us by, we're not only aging, but we change. people change.
not only me, semua orang berubah, mungkin ke arah yang lebih baik,lebih buruk, atau muter muter di tempat.
Dulu saya sering banget ngebatin, setiap kali menulis di blog ini, intinya kok cry me a river.
I don't want people to look at me as a pathetic person, yang bisanya mikir gak penting doang.
It's not like my feeling is different now. Mungkin.
Mungkin.Mungkin.Mungkin.
But now, i see the world in a whole new perspective, menjadi lebih sarcastic dan terkadang lebih negatif, saya tidak senaif dulu.
Saya masih sering denger tentang apa yang orang bilang tentang saya, tapi anehnya i don't really give a damn about that.
Orang orang banyak yang bilang, saya berubah.
The eight grader me is still here, somewhere, deep in my heart i know it's still here. Aku cuma gatau dimana dia.
I'm still foolish, still weird like the old me.
Mungkin sekarang aku jadi nerdy dan geeky, but i'm still a rebellious kid.
Hanya berubah ke jalan yang lebih baik

~~jangan tanya kenapa post ini aneh. bosen.~~

tpm

2011-01-31T16:10:00.001+07:00

and oh my goddess.
so this day i had tpm kota. it's a a pra-un test.
the bahasa tpm is quite good actually, i won't complaint about it. Of course i made a few mistakes, but it's fine.
but math?
GOD. KILLL ME NAWWW *hysterically*
um. i was just kidding. don't kill me.

So. yeah. math.
uh.
it just that..... i hate math.
really-really-really.
i really do hate it.
i used to be good at math.
but now.... as you see... i'd rather run 100 times, encircle my school's field. (fyi i hate run too)
i thought that i did sort of good... until the answer paper were collected and my friends and I started to ask eachother's answer.
i have different answer from my smart friends and i'm just like... 'dead.dead. bakalan dapet kursi kebalik'
oh my god.
i wish i get at least 7,5.
ameen.

that's all fellas. please do pray for me, pretty please? =)) wish me good luck for tomorrow tpm, ipa and english~

new year

2010-12-30T23:39:00.000+07:00

2011 is getting nearer and nearer,making me think about what I've done in this 2010.
nothing.
I have done completely nothing in 2010.
2010 is full of blahblahblah and homeworks and lessons that i don't really give attention.
2010 is a whole different year from 2009; I met new friends, I've regretted something that i have done earlier, i got bad scores, and....... I pushed myself to do something that i never thought i would,but end up cursing everything after that.
2010 is full of 'what if'
2010 is full of happiness. full of sorrowful pain. full of experiences. full of trembling heart and dugeun dugeun :p
2010 is full of wasted times.
2010 is full of wishes and dreams and hopes,most of them are,sadly,unattained.
2010 is full of laughter that echoes in the room.
2010 will be such a horrible year compared to 2011.
2011, I'm gonna make it superb. watch me do that.

so this day i realized that school starts on next monday

2010-12-28T22:06:00.000+07:00

i was like

oh really?

then i suddenly remember the holiday's homework my teacher gave me

damn i don't know how to do that homework!!!!!!!!

HOW CAN THIS HAPPEN TO ME?!

but i think nobody will do that homework so who cares

end of story.

and...school starts next monday?

i don't care, gonna sleep again

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i post this on my blog because tumblr is so full of random gif lyk this~~~

2010-12-24T00:12:00.000+07:00

time sure walk fast, really.
i'm shocked when my clock shows that it's already 0.04 am.
but yeah, yeah, whatever, i can't sleep this night so i spend the night watching videos at youtube.
hey anyway is anyone already see this?

it just so priceless,the lyric and his face LOL chicken dong chicken dong chicky chicky chicken dong~

i guess i have to sleep now. try to shut my eyes down.
BUT I CAAAAAAAN'T.
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i guess i'm gonna dance to make myself tired and sleepy.

oh this dance seems so fun,i will try it ~~even it's look like he's been possessed~~

della.

p.s yes this post is completely random.

ache

2010-12-20T22:18:00.000+07:00

one thing i like about holiday is that there are sooo much free times to do anything you like. my favorite thing to do is thinking, so i keep thinking, about this,that,success,failure,life,deaths.

i also thinking about expectations- how if, i should do that instead of this.

do you know?worst thing about expectations are they keeps you hoping.
and when your hopes are bit too high, the gravity pulled you back, and there you are, lying in the ground, in a big mess, breathing hectically.
simply broken.
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ugh

2010-12-20T21:19:00.000+07:00

i don't know if i people can still call me a 'shawol' anymore.
yes, i still love this five shining boys.
yes, i still listen to their songs, i still do.
i still adore them in a way i couldn't do for other bands.

but...
there are so many obstacles to be a fan. being a fan is harder than people thought it is.
for some people,
being a fan means you have to be update about where are they now, what are they doing, watching their live performances,reading their news and their interviews. faster, better.
which, it's not me at all.
i don't know what shinee doing right now, i don't know what are their current activities now. well i know, but just a bit.
i don't know other shawols. i'm not active in shinee fan based website. i only joined one site. i don't stalk allkpop and dkpopnews. i don't follow the fan/(member)biased account in twitter. i rarely watch their live performances and interviews.
so, is that wrong?
i like their personalities and acts and vocals. i support whatever they're doing right now.
that's what matter to me, i guess.

p.s i'm still a shawol, but some people might think that i'm a fake, but who cares? at least i bought their cds.
oh, and if anyone thinks i'm not a true fan(not only shawol,but kpop in general) because i never write about them in my twitter/tumblr/blog or i don't follow their twitter acc, or i never bonding with other fans, well yeah, it's your opinion anyway.
i have better life to do, and somehow kpop kind of ruins it (not like i blame it on kpop,kay, i blame myself for drowning in the kpop fantasy world) so i will try to avoid kpop and anything relates to that. wish me luuuuck
della

i do another random post AGAIN

2010-12-19T09:56:00.000+07:00

appearance:

[ ] i have/had piercings besides the ears.
[]i want piercings besides the ears.
[x] i have scars.
[x] i tan easily.
[] i wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] i have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] i have a tattoo.
[x] i can be self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] i have/had braces.
[ ] i have more than two piercings.

embarrassment
[] disney movies still make me cry.
[x] i’ve laughed so hard i’ve cried.
[] i’ve glued my hand to something.
[] i’ve laughed until some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[x] i’ve had my pants rip in public.
[x] i’ve touched something sharp/hot/etc to see if it would hurt.

health
[ ] i’ve gotten stitches.
[ ] i’ve broken a bone.
[x] i’ve had my tonsils removed.
[ ] i’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] i’ve had serious surgery.
[ ] i’ve had chicken pox.

travel
[ ] i’ve been to florida.
[x] i’ve driven/ridden over 200 miles in one day.
[x] i’ve been on a plane.
[ ] i’ve been to canada.
[ ] i’ve been to cuba.
[ ] i’ve been to niagara falls.
[ ] i’ve been to ottawa.
[ ] i’ve been to the caribbean.
[x] i’ve been to europe.

experiences
[ ] i’ve gotten lost in my city.
[x] i’ve seen a shooting star.
[] i’ve wished on a shooting star.
[ ] i’ve seen a meteor shower.
[x] i’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] i’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] i’ve slapped someone.
[ ] i’ve kissed someone underwater.
[ ] i’ve gone skinny-dipping.
[] i’ve chugged something.
[] i’ve crashed a car/been in a car crash.
[ ] i’ve been skiing.
[] i’ve been in a musical.
[ ] i’ve auditioned for something.
[x] i’ve been on stage.
[x] i’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[x] i’ve sat on a rooftop at night.
[x] i’ve pranked someone.
[x] i’ve ridden in a taxi.

honesty/crime
[ ] i’ve been arrested.
[ ] i’ve been threatened to be arrested.
[x] i’ve broken a law.
[x] i’ve done something i promised someone i wouldn’t.
[x] i’ve done something i promised myself i wouldn’t.
[] i’ve snuck out.
[x] i’ve lied about my whereabouts.
[x] i’ve cheated while playing a game.
[] i’ve been in a fist fight.

death
[x] i’m afraid of dying.
[x] i hate funerals.
[x] i’ve seen someone/something die.
[ ] someone close to me has attempted/committed suicide.
[ ] i’ve thought about suicide before.
[ ] i’ve written a eulogy for myself.

materialism
[ ] i own over 5 rap cds.
[ ] i’m obsessed with anime/manga.
[x] i collected comic books.
[ ] i own a lot of makeup.
[ ] i own something from pac sun.
[x] i own something from the gap.
[ ] i own something i got on e-bay.
[ ] i own something from abercrombie.
[x] i thrive on compliments.
[x] i thrive on hate.

random
[?] i can sing well.
[ ] i’ve stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] i open up to others easily.
[x] i watch the news.
[x] i don’t kill bugs/don’t like to kill them.
[x] i sing in the shower.
[ ] i’m a morning person.
[ ] i’m a sports fanatic.
[ ] i twirl my hair.
[ ] i care about grammar.
[x] i love spam.
[ ] i’ve copied more than 30 cds in a day.
[ ] i bake well.
[x] my favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, blue, red, black, purple, or orange.
[x] i have worn pajamas to school.
[ ] i like martha stewart.
[ ] i am guilty of typing like this.
[x] i laugh at my own jokes.
[x] i eat fast food weekly.
[x] i’ve not turned anything in and still got an a in a certain class.
[x] i can’t sleep if there’s a spider in the room.
[x] i’m really ticklish.
[x] i like white chocolate.
[x] i bite my nails.
[x] i’m good at remembering faces.
[ ] i’m good at remembering names.
[ ] i’m good at remembering dates.
[x] i have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
[x] all my answers were and will be totally honest.

people
[ ] ask if i’m anorexic/bulimic.
[x] call me fat.
[] say i’m skinny.
[x] say i’m ugly.
[x] say i’m a pretty boy.
[x] spread rumors about me.
[] force me to eat.
[x] say i eat too much.
[] say i eat too little.

eating
[x] i’ve lost weight.
[x] i’ve gained weight.
[ ] i’m at my thinnest.
[?] i’m at my biggest.
[ ] i’ve lost weight and kept it off.
[x] i’ve lost weight but gained it back.
[x] my weight affects my mood.
[x] i weigh myself daily.
[ ] i’m jealous of everyone skinnier than me.
[ ] i feel happy when i’m hungry.
[ ] i get depressed after eating.
[ ] i diet.
[] i’m vegan/vegetarian.
[ ] i’ve skipped a meal.
[x] i’ve thrown food away.
[x] i’ve spat food out.
[ ] i’ve taken diet pills.
[ ] i’ve used laxatives.
[ ] i’ve purged.
[x] i exercise.
[ ] i exercise so i can eat.
[ ] i work out daily.
[ ] i’ve fainted from exhaustion.

family
[x-_-] i’ve sworn at my parents.
[] i’ve planned to run away from home before.
[] i’ve run away from home.
[x] my biological parents are together.
[ ] i have a sibling less than one year old.
[ ] i want kids.
[ ] i’ve had kids.
[ ] i’ve lost a child.

relationships
[x] i’m single.
[ ] i’m in a relationship.
[ ] i’m engaged.
[ ] i’m married.
[ ] i’m a swinger.
[ ] i’ve gone on a blind date.
[ ] i have/had a friend with benefits.
[ ] i’ve hooked up with someone in little or no notice.
[x] i miss someone right now.
[ ] i have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] i’ve physically cheated in a relationship.
[ ] i’ve mentally cheated in a relationship.
[ ] i’ve gotten divorced.
[x] i’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.
[x] someone has had feelings for me when i didn’t have them back.
[ ] i’ve told someone i loved them when i didn’t.
[] i’ve told someone i didn’t love them when i did.
[] i’ve kept something from a past relationship.

sexuality
[] i’m a cuddler.
[ ] i’ve been kissed in the rain.
[x] i’ve hugged a stranger.
[ ] i’ve kissed a stranger.

bad times
[ ] i’ve consumed alcohol.
[ ] i regularly drink.
[ ] i can’t swallow pills.
[x] i can swallow numerous pills at a time without difficulty.
[ ] i’ve been diagnosed with clinical depression at some point.
[] i have/had anxiety problems.
[x] i shut others out when i’m upset.
[x] i don’t have anyone to talk to when i’m upset.
[ ] i take anti-depressants.
[x] i’ve slept an entire day before.
[] i’ve hurt myself on purpose before.
[ ] i am/have been addicted to self-harm.
[] i’ve woken up crying.
[] i’ve cried myself to sleep.
[x] i’ve plotted revenge.

i’ve done
[ ] weed
[ ] diet pills
[ ] anti-depressants
[ ] ecstasy
[ ] lsd
[ ] mushrooms
[ ] speed
[ ] cocaine
[x] i keep my habits a secret.
[ ] i have a diet blog.
[x] my choices are for me.
[x] my choices are for someone else.
[x] my choices are to prove myself

crazy about maknaes and the choi lol

2010-12-14T07:00:00.001+07:00

lately i've been crazy for these guys:

photo 1-4: Choi Jino, maknae of sm the ballad \m/
born in 17th of april 1992
photo 5-9: Choi Sungmin, maknae of co.ed. nickname: solid sungmin
born in 17th of december 1995

wah it's scary! they're both choi, and born in 17th -_-"
eeeh i think i always have a thing with the choi :p
1.choi minho
2.choi siwon
3.choi sulli
4.choi sooyoung
5.choi sungmin
6.choi jino

these guys are the one that i love most from each group (i'm not sure about siwon but i love him so...dianggep aja iya-_-)

ga penting bye

just saying.

2010-12-08T16:20:00.001+07:00

1.the number one thing that’s worst in the world is:

being in the friend zone and knowing you’ll never get out. and.... well, expectations are bad, too, because it's make us keep hoping and hoping, probably don't realize it when we set the hopes too high

2.The memories

sometimes we thought it's gone in our life,but no, the scar would remain, it's just forgotten for a while but somehow something accidentally makes you remember it-the scene replaying in your head and it just appear like that, replay-replay-replay, and it hurts,how a simple memory can be so hurtful,tightens your chest like the physical breaking your heart.

3. A little drabble won't hurt,no?

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And she's the girl everyone wants.

Oh maybe not everyone- but at least he want her anyway(and you know it)

And the way they complete each other, so perfect it's blinding everyone who see it.

Including a girl, who standing silently from a far.

The girl said, she move on, she doesn't like him anymore but she realize it was only a lie,Because she doesn't want people to seeing her with a sympathetic look, or with the whispering gossips and rumor. Because she doesn't want people to see that she's weak,that he's her only weakness.

He has her now, she reminded herself, and the words hit her so hard, like a knife stabbed her fragile body.

He has her, she repeat. (But it should be me- she thought silently)

bye. i have to study now-__-

2010-12-06T17:30:00.000+07:00

Title: Because of you

Character: Taeyon-cenctric, ninja!Onew-Taeyon

Genre: Romance

Rating: G

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Taeyon doesn't know anymore

Her feeling dies (not-it just some reluctance she says, the only reason that she told people why she quit loving the charming clumsy leader)

He makes her feel like she’s nothing and she’s her everything, so she has to catch him,her hope set a little bit too high,and she would fall all over,again and again , the cycle never stops and she has to taste the worst painful feeling (but he’s her favorite pain)

And she can’t stand it any more( Yes she can, she can stand it forever but her members making her feeling stupid for loving him- ”He doesn't love you..” she quite remember what Jessica said at an another sleepless night, Taeyon’s eyes were red and swollen that night,”He doesn't love you at all.” And she’s mad at Jessica for being so bitchy and right)

So....

Goodbye (It’s not like they ever be something, they even have memories shared together, it’s taking too much risk and it’s just impossible,it’s just another unrequited love,and who would care at her broken,shattered heart?)

Goodbye,the one sided feeling for 3 fucking years (she doesnt want to let the feeling go,she thought she can keep the feeling, but no one should know, right?)

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yes and this is a fail angst.
Sarang haji malgeol geuraesseo ;
Ije jogaknan sarangwi machim pyoga dwaetdaneun geol?
jeong juji malgeol geuraesseo,
Butjapji malgeol geuraesseo ,
wae ireohke na honja apa?
~~like i care~~

snf! (saturday night fever)

2010-11-27T18:06:00.000+07:00

hello guys, yes its saturday night again! time sure walks fast ._. anyway i'm gonna spend this night in my room, s-l-e-e-p-i-n-g :p
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oh ya.
Q: do you know shinee's minho?
a: yes yes,off course i know i know and i love love love <3
Q: do you know that he'll make acting debut in drama "pianist"?
a: YES off course! and i want to see his drama, sounds exciting!
Q: do you know that there's a kissing scene between Minho and Han Ji Hye in that drama?
a: yes offcourse... wait WHAT?#$!#! *faints*
yak dan mari kita kobong bersama-sama. /sobs
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earlier this day i downloaded 2 songs: after school- when i fall & sm the ballad- miss you. recomennded lho buat yg suka lagu2 bikin ngantuk seperti saya ini. ooh ya as's mellow & sm the ballad's songs (or teaser in stb case) are suppah duppah great!

sm the ballad- miss you
My love just can’t seem to reach you,
Just as much as the amount of tears that flowed, it’s still far away to go;
You don’t have to hold back for me,
It all will end someday too anyway.
I have to forget you, I miss you so much,
Even if you never know how much it hurts, I will forget;
I think I can’t do it,
To forget you, even to erase you;
For me they are very difficult things to do.
I’m a fool, you know me,
My heart’s been ripped apart, but I can only smile;
I’ll still be waiting for you till forever,
As I will keep hiding my tears;
Would you come back to me?
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i bet shawols would be like WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSHHHHHHHHH

thank you, thank you, hyukkie, for being pervert this time lol lol lol but do you wanna see minho's body that bad hyuk? LOL LOL

sm the ballad&stuffs

2010-11-23T16:34:00.000+07:00

this group is gonna be definitely awesome! i love their song teaser; hot times!
sm the ballad is going to rockin the kpop world :p it might be beat 2am too in some way (my opinion. please oneday&1am don't bash me TT_TT)
DAN SATU LAGI. Cho jino!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sumpah kewl banget, masih 18 lagi B) gonna spazzing him lol

and anyway kemaren minggu saya nemu ini:

tiba-tiba aja nemu foto jaman juliette ini dan saya suka banget! (sama orangnya apa sama kacamatanya del?duaduanya dong yaaa-_-)
demi apa mau banget ya punya kacamata kaya gitu,pengen minta beliin sama mama&ayah tapi pasti pas ditanya : buat apa? bakalan cuma cengar-cengir gak jelas karena saya juga gatau buat apaan-_-
dan akhirnya daripada minta gabakal dibeliin sampe 7 turunan akhirnya saya bikin sendiri

konyol banget cuma pake kertas sama diwarnain pake spidol warna warni gyahahaha terus tadi saya bawa kesekolah dan intan langsung jatuh cinta&putu putu pake kacamata itu B)

bye!

sniff sniff

2010-11-20T18:23:00.001+07:00

saya sedang pilek berat,jadi saturday nite ini bakalan saya habisin buat mendekam di kamar dan internetan sepuasnya.
after all, that's the best solution for my night- internet never goes wrong.

and anyway, i'm tired of waiting. waiting apa del? waiting download-an selesai-_-
tadi sore saya enggak sengaja nyasar ke video idol army-nya 2pm pas guest starnya shinee. aw minho/nickchun is just so adorkable <3

nickhun: do you have a girlfriend, minho?
minho: yes. it's you,hyung~

dan saya memutuskan kalau idol army worth it buat di download. now here i am, waiting for 2 active downloads. 38 FREAKIN MINUTES REMAINING. padahal udah dari sejam yang lalu *sigh*
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Hands up high don’t stop the beat just like my heart,
Hands up high There will never be a time like this again.
We don’t care about things like the voices around us.,
Let’s work it, let’s work it, let’s work it now.
Hands up high high and low take each others’ hands and put your feet on the ground.
Hands up high high and low inside out just one step two step.
Everybody please don’t stop experience that feeling.
No matter what happens cause we belong together.
Everybody please don’t stop you got me going crazy.
Inside out, just one step two step,
If you strike, it will reverberate to each and all.
Let the shout of the soul that reaches everyone raise to the heavens.
Illuminate your heart with the light of hope.
Hands up high,high and low take each others hands and put your feet on the ground..
Baby just 1,2,3 go!

now playing hands up by big bang :3
bytheway itu fotonya agak kurang sinkron ya ._. tapi ga penting kok bye

hello homework

2010-11-18T19:44:00.000+07:00

hallo della, kamu tidak punya kerjaan ya? YES BETUL SEKALI.

10 Favorites
Favorite Season -- Autumn
Favorite Time -- noon
Favorite Food -- lasagna
Favorite Drink -- milo :9
Favorite Ice Cream -- (harus)ada oreonya
Favorite Sport -- Swim
Favorite Actor -- Brad Pitt
Favorite Actress -- emma watson

9 Currents
Current Feeling -- neutral (gakbanget)
Current Drink -- Bottle tea(HAHA funny)
Current Time -- 19.28
Current Show on TV -- america's next top model 14
Current Mobile use -- blackberry 8520
Current Windows -- windows7
Current Underwear -- penting banget gitu?
Current Clothes -- celana pendek merah,kaos oren
Current Thought -- Math test

8 Firsts
First Nickname -- Della
First Kiss -- Mother
First Crush -- minho (funny dell)
First Best Friend -- farah
First Job -- student
First Toy -- plushy toyyyyyy
First Pet -- ikan

7 Lasts
Last Drink -- bottle tea
Last Kiss -- mother
Last Meal -- gulai
Last Web Site Visited -- http://community.livejournal.com/kpop_het/tag/ :B
Last Movie Watched -- Valkyrie
Last Phone Call -- supir
Last TV show Watched -- antm cycle 14

6 Have You Ever...
Have You Ever Broken the Law -- nnnnnno
Have You Ever Been Drunk -- 1000000% NO!
Have You Ever Kissed SomeoneSomething You Didn't Know -- freak,gak lah
Have You Ever Been in the Middle/Close to Gunfire -- alhamdulillah belum
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped -- ha?
Have You Ever Broken Anyone's Heart -- taemin's coz i rejected him (oke bye)
Have You Ever Been Broken Hearted -- ............

5 Things
Things You Can Hear Right Now -- suaranya tyra banks-_-
Things On Your Bed -- Bedcover,headset,girlfriend magz
Things You Ate Today -- banyak banget sampai lupa
Things You Can't Live Without -- Internet,hp,headset,fanfics :p
Things You Do When You Are Bored -- ngeyoutube,baca ff

4 Places You Have Been Today--
school
home
tempat les
home

3 Things On Your Desk Right Now -- Comic,ipod,kabel

2 Choices -- Do or Don't

1 Place You Want To Visit -- Seoul

today was

2010-11-18T19:18:00.000+07:00

absolutely fun. i had sooooo much fun today~~ jadi kan tadi pada masak2 (you know lah, setiap tahun smp 1 ngadain masak per kelas. anak2 itu suruh ngekordinasiin sendiri dan bakalan dilombain hasil masakannya dll) dan hari ini kita masak... tongseng.
okay, actually, aku gak terlalu suka tongseng. but who cares? lagian part paling serunya itu pas masak-masak kan, bukan pas makannya B)

pokoknya 9f rame banget yang masak. semuanya kedapetan tugas. tapi gaulnya, kita selesai duluan sebelum yang lain selesai. tapi minusnya adalah,karena mateng duluan,jadinya kita masih punya sisa waktu banyak. binngung kan pada mau ngapain, yang cewek motong-motong buah, yang cowok ~~mboh ngapain~~ melakukan sesuatu yang saya lupa apa.

and that's all. p.s: rasa tongsengnya enak lho! cuma... pedesnya men gak nahan. (fyi saya gadoyan pedes lol)

oh dan saya nemu tag lagi... karena saya sedang bosan marilah kita membuat ini:

2NE1 or F(X)? i...can't....choose.....
G-DRAGON or seungri? AELAH SUSAAH,duaduanya aja deh
big bang or super junior? Big bang
taemin or minho? Minho houuu(julliete style)
junho or joonggi? junho'baby rain'!
SHINee or 2pm?SHINee dong ya jelas
KBS or KTV? kbs
taec yeon or jaebeom? Taec deh(gak ada wooyoung soalnya)
donghae or hero (jaejoong)? Donghaeeee
nich khun or kyu hyun? Kyunnie!
jessica(snsd) or harra(kara)? sorry,nggak duaduanya
son dam bi(from dream) or song hye gyo(from bbf)?hye go
kara or davichi?Kara
brown eyed girls or 4minute? brown eyed girls
2am or 2pm?2PM yeayea
baek ji young or lee hyori?-
rain or chung lim?rain!
after school or t-ara? AFTER SCHOOL!baaaang!!!!(gila)
park hyo shin or tei?-
are you one of the jaebeom antis? sorry ye gue bukan jay antis.
are you one of the snsd antis? nope. wasting my time
are you one of the hyun-ah (4minute) antis? nooo. i never gonna spend my time for bashing someone
if you can date one of the korean's hottie, who would it be? minho abis itu taem, abis itu onw abis itu seungri trs gd trs kyuhyun trs wooyoung (maruk)

chill out

2010-11-17T17:47:00.000+07:00

udah lebih 3 bulanan ini saya selalu mendengarkan lagu kpop. yah,mainly kpop deh. postingan saya juga kebanyakan berhubungan sama kpop. padahal dulu saya nganggep org yang suka sama kpop/jpop/cpop atau kpop it self.. norak. oke,karma ya. saya sekarang jadi tergila-gila sama kpop. apalagi shinee, yang dulu pas saya liat mv ring ding dong pertama kali, saya ejek abis-abisan. bahkan saya katain minho jelek. hehe. no offense ya flames, but his beauty is hidden and not everyone can see it :p ~~but now i see his beauty,so clearly~~
oh yeah, jadi ngelantur lagi.
jadi,saya cuma mau ngomongin kalo saya hari ini abis ngedownload lagu jason mraz yg jason mraz ~~along with fcuz's jiggy and jay chou's silence~~
i don't really like jason mraz anyway, i love some of his songs but sometimes i just can't enjoy the high note he sang and the lyrics doesn't fit in to me that well.
but this song is somehow different. it's so nice :B

Go make your next choice be your best choice
And if you're looking for a boy with a voice, well baby I'm single
Are you in the mood for some dude, are you in the mood to be subdued
Or would you rather just mingle?

Or we can keep chilling like ice cream filling
We can cool in the gang if you'd rather hang
Ain't no thing. I can be lugubrious with you.
I got no ifs ands ors no wits or whats about it
But this place is getting crowded and my house is two blocks away
Or maybe closer

I would if I could. I'd do most anything spontaneously.
You know I would, if I could. I'll do anything spontaneously.

gosh this is just so fluffy and sweet and i actually love something like heart broken or something but this is an exception for sure! ~~(along with another 200something songs XD)~~

della

hell yeah another tags

2010-11-17T07:38:00.000+07:00

lately i loveee to do tags. hehehe :p

I'M AFRAID OF 19 OUT OF 72 common fears~
[ ] the dark
[ ] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[ ] giving birth
[ ] being myself in frontof others.
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] being touched
[X] fire
[X] deep water
[X] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[X] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] myboyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] boyfriends/girlfriendsmom
[X] rats
[ ] jumping from highplaces
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hangingbridges
[X] death
[ ] heaven
[X] being robbed
[ ] falling
[ ] clowns
[ ] dolls
[ ] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors
[ ] tornadoes
[ ] hurricanes
[X] incurable diseases
[X] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[X] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[X] being alone
[X] becoming blind
[X] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up
[X] creepy noises in the night
[X] bee stings
[X] not accomplishing mydreams/goals
[ ] needles
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[X] high speed
[ ] throwing up
[X] falling in love
[X] super secrets

If you repost this, it’s been bare quested that you title it “I’m afraid of XX out of 72 common fears"
If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling.
If you get more than 20,you’re paranoid.
If you get 10-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less,you’re fearless.
People who don’t have any are liars.

Hooraaaay i'm normal XD

another one

2010-11-16T17:22:00.001+07:00

yep another tags. i did it because i'm so bored. lol

b: yes
i: a bit IN 2010
1. Did something you said you would never do.
2. Payed for someone who said they would pay you back but never did.
3. Lied about where you were.
4. Discovered a new musician.
5. Made something for a friend.
6. Got a new phone.
7. Got a new iPod/Zune/Mp3 player.
8. Watched three or more episodes of Saturday Night Live.
9. Made fun of someone.
10. Created a tumblr.
11. Flew on a plane for the first time.
12. Spoke in front of 15 people or more.
13. Met someone in real life that you originally met online.
14. Done something illegal. (downloading movie is illegal...right?-_-)
15. Did your siblings chores for money.
16. Stayed up all night thinking about the worst thing that could possibly happen to later find out that you worried for nothing.
17. Hurt somebody you didn’t mean to hurt.
18. Hugged your mom or dad.
19. Baked a cake.
20. Made a new friend.
21. Lost an old friend.
22. Changed your views on society.
23. Laughed at something that wasn’t funny.
24. Got upset over something that wasn’t a big deal.
25. Had a horrible birthday. (the actual day)
26. Got a facebook.
27. Deleted your myspace.
28. Cried because you missed old times.
29. Cleaned your room.
30. Have a new found appreciation for someone you never expected to.
31. Told someone you love them.
32. Told someone you hate them.
33. Screwed something up but didn’t mean to.
34. Received a gift.
35. Gave a gift.
36. Read a book that wasn’t for school.
37. Ate a lollipop.
38. Threw away something by accident.
39. Smoked a cigarette.
40. Ran a mile.
41. Switched schools.
42. Aced a test.
43. Wished you were in the past.
44. Got scared about the future.
45. Got yelled at by your parents.
46. Lost a family member.
47. Saw an old friend.
48. Went to church/synagogue.
49. Hugged a stuffed animal.
50. Said you’re going to make next year better

lost a friend
stayed in a relationship the whole year
stayed single the whole year
kissed someone new
made out in a car
kissed in the snow
kissed in the rain
fell in love
had your heart broken
broken someone else’s heart
kept a boyfriend/gf for a few months
had a stalker
questioned your sexual orientation
came out of the closet
got married
had a divorce
had a gay marriage
dated someone you’ll never forget
done something you’ve regretted
lost your true love
lost faith in love
cried over a guy / girl
kissed under mistletoe
got a promotion
got a raise/changed jobs
lost your job
quit your job
applied for a job
got fired from your job
did something you were proud of
discovered a new talent
were involved in something you’ll never forget
painted a picture
wrote a poem
ran a mile
listened to music you couldn’t stand
skinny-dipped
went to a sleepover
went camping
threw surprise party
had a party
laughed till you cried
laughed till you peed in your pants
slept the whole day
flirted with a boy / girl / boyfriend / girlfriend
visited a different country
cooked a disastrous meal
lost something important to you
got a gift you adore
realized something new about yourself
tripped over a coffee table
dyed your hair
came close to losing your life
someone close to you died
went to a party
got drunk
got high
got arrested
read a great book
saw a great movie
pretended to like someone
liked someone so much you couldn’t stop thinking about them
saw a movie so scary that it made you cry
saw one of your favorite bands / artists live
saw someone famous in person
did something you want to tell everyone but did not tell everyone

random questions

2010-11-16T17:14:00.001+07:00

    Favourite boy group?
    SHINee& bit of big bang

    Favourite girl group?
    f(x), and a bit of 2ne1&snsd

    Favourite idol group overall?
    SHINee

    Other groups you love?
    well i like super junior's&,epik high 2pm's songs :p

    Rank your favourites from each of your stated groups above?
    SHINee: minho
Big Bang: seungri
    f(x): sulli
    Super Junior: kyuhyun


    Favourite pairings from each of your stated groups?
    i think i love every pairing in f(x) and shinee.

    Favourite idol group pairings?
     f(shinee). like every pairing possible in f(shinee) lol. i think i ship every het pairing possible. i have a really long list of otp! i ship choi siblings (incest much lmao) and yes that means i ship soowon and minli :B i ship minli and taelli hardcore. i ship minstal so,so,so,so much~ i ship kyuyoung and changsoo!

    Favourite solo female singer?
    I don't know any female singer so well- but i kind of like BoA's songs.

    Favourite solo male singer?
    i love tae yang's&gd's song :B

    Favourite idol overall?
    choi minho and choi sulli XD lmao the giant

    Favourite songs right now?
    because of you- after school

    Favourite fanclub?
    shinee world

    Favourite entertainment company?
    YG. They don’t torture their artists.

    Loved a group you’re not into anymore?
    ….nothing.

    First kpop song ever?
    Super Junior - sorry sorry. that's the first k-song i've downloaded.

    First kpop music video ever?
    big bang- with you but i think i've seen dbsk's mv way before.

    First kpop love (group/solo)?
    Super Junior- but i'm not an elf :p

    First variety show (and with who)?
    Star King with Shinee

    Group you could never get into no matter how much you tried.
    i think...secret? cause i just like hyosung there.

    Any dance you can do (from a MV etc) or want to learn?
    I want to learn every dance in every mvs i watch

    Any songs you memorized the lyrics to?
    Many. especially replay

   Hottest male in the industry to you?
    minho

    Prettiest female in the industry to you?
    sulli from f(x) sooyong from snsd. oh spotted another choi~

    A person you want to be like/admire the most?
    i admire sooyoung,krystal and dara

    A song you must/always/usually listen to EVERY day?
    shinee. obviously

    Your favorite music video?
    It's You by Super Junior,replay,juliette,amigo by SHINee, koe wo kikasete by big bang

    Any of your friends into kpop and who?
    Some of them

    Have any KPop merchandise?
    Nope T___T

    Which group can you see yourself being dedicated to for the rest of your time into Kpop?
    No idea..but i'll probably dedicated my self as a shawol for a long time

2010-10-31T08:41:00.000+07:00

"The truth is bitter. Just like coffee. You can add sugar, cream, and syrup, but there will always be that bitter after taste. So you just have to deal with it."

got this awesome quote in a 2min fanfic i read earlier this day. awesomeB)

meet my beloved :D

2010-10-16T14:25:00.000+07:00

today i went to malioboro with mom&aunt and bought some super cute bracelets.

well the watch also belong to me. gaah can't leave home without it :3

AND YEAH THE MID WEEK IS OVER, IT'S SATURDAY GUYS!!! i'm going to watch hello baby ep1-12 in youtube XD XD doakan koneksinya lancar biar mantap!

bye.

girls wont talk to you first.

2010-10-12T18:37:00.000+07:00

It’s a girl thing. We don’t like starting the conversation because we like to feel like you want to talk to us. We like to feel like the wait was worth something. We like feeling like you’ve waited for us like we’ve waited for you. But the number one reason we hate talking first is because we hate to seem needy or clingy. That’s why we’re scared. Because to us, being needy and obsessive just pushes guys away - and no girl wants that.
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this is aw-som. hell yea this is true.

anyway THIS IS D-DAY,MAN. shinee's concert ;_;

a really cool fanfic!

2010-10-08T17:23:00.000+07:00

read it yesterday and i was like: godd this is just too good to be true omg i'm crying ;_;

so this is the link to the fan fiction, click this i promise you will like it,especially when you're the angst lover just like me :p

some amazing words i like:
"I wish already knew back then how much my heart would crave for your smiles. Maybe if I did, I would pay more attention to little details about you. Maybe I would remember when I first laid my eyes on you. Maybe I would remember how our first conversation went. Maybe I would be more honest with how I feel for you. And maybe... just maybe... things could have been different."
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"I would throw simple glances your way whenever you pull a chair to chat with your seatmate. I would look at you and notice your charming eyes hidden behind those specs. You would glance my way a few times and catch me staring at you. I would feel a blush creep out of my cheeks and hastily avoid your gaze."
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"No, you are a clumsy nerd. Although you are charming in your own way, I believe that we are like ice and fire—never meant to be together."
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"I am afraid of drowning in your smiles and falling hard for you."
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"I hate myself because I can’t be honest with how I feel for you. "
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"It took all of my courage to finally confess to you. I was clinging to that one bit of hope that maybe... just maybe... you like me back.
But that hope was shattered in to pieces. Before I can even confess, you made it clear to me that I am just a classmate....
Not even a friend."
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"I love you but I will never tell you that. Because loving you is an imperfection. "
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"do you know what I hate most about you? I hate it when you make me feel special in one moment, and before I can even blink I realized that’s how you treat almost everybody. "
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"I believed you because I wanted to. That’s why I chose to ignore the way you looked back at her when you passed by each other in the hallway.I ignored the way you say her name with a beautiful sparkle in your eyes. "
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"In the end, my cowardice got the better of me again, just like how it always did."

this is simply beautiful,natural,and it's like hearing the broken hearted guy for real. i love how the writer can tell kim kibum's feeling and how he hate that. :D

bosen part 23543242

2010-10-07T17:02:00.001+07:00

warning: contain korea-koreaan.

~~kenalkan,mereka berdua adalah dua temanku saat bosan, dan terkadang meninggalkanku dalam kesendirian kalo low bat.~~

sebenernya,kalo boleh dibilang, hpku itu cuma buat tanya peer sama minta jemput. Gitu tok. Eh,sama ngobrol-ngobrol sm temen yg jarang ketemu. Yang lainnya,paling yaa cuma buat twitteran. ngenes? emang.

nah,kalo ipod ini, dia sebenernya baik banget,apalagi kalo baterainya masih hijau. Kalo udah merah apa kosong gitu yaoloh udh deg deg ser nungguin dia mati suri -__-

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gak penting.
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eh sekarang track-track kpopku udah banyak banget,buset dah. Ini nih yang baru-baru ini aku dengerin, banyak yang bagus dan gak terlalu menye-menye sih. liat ya :))
1)monster,why i like you,love disease/super junior2)fool's only tears&candle/big bang
3) i'm in love/ narsha beg
4) love love love/epik high
5) mia/iu
6) i need a girl/tae yang
7) breathe&heartbreaker/g dragon

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basically aku suka semua. Tapi yang bs buatku easy listening dan catchy itu monster,why i like you,i'm in love,love love love sama fool's only tears! tp dari tae yang&g.d juga bagus kok,sayangnya aku gak terlalu suka genrenya.

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Warm smile,

Your random conversation;

Changing like the weather,
I can't predict them yeah.
Just like you are, without chaining a thing;
My loved one, that's you.

You,when you look
silently, silently at my eyes;
when you look at them and smile,

you make me smile too;

The reason why I like you.
why i like you

following the skinny shadow,
i steal a glance pretending i’m looking in the mirror;
this image becomes ridiculous..
maybe i should give up;
how many times have i had this worry?
i don’t know anything now..
i want to forget, even if i get hit in the face;
when tonight passes,
will i be able to erase you?
what is all this?
these mixed up feelings,
but just like that i’m following you.
no matter how much i kick and scream and cry.
my pained, lonely heart still hurts;
i saw your eyes waver,
i know that it’s not because of me;
it’s always been like that.
monster

Have you ever loved.
Like in the movies where they fall in love at first sight,
Bragged to the world,
Secretly watched them,
Gone crazy,
Pretended not to see them.
Of course you have been heart broken,
Hated them as much as you loved them,
Torn a letter you couldn't read,
Erased a number you couldn't forget,
Thought that all the sad songs in this world was about you.
Cry like a fool,
Grab your friends and curse that person.
No one knows what I'm feeling-
Actually you're the only one who doesn't know.
Even though it hurts,
i keep repeating;
i can't stop love love love
(love love love)

oh iya,jadi inget satu lagu galau yang paling galau di lucifer! :DD

Even though it hurts to death;
I can’t remove you, who’s stuck in my heart.
Because it’s love,
because for me, it’s love.
Even if I can’t have you,
even when my heart is blocked in the end,
by the wall of sad connection;
I love you;
Because you’re my everything.
I stay up for so many nights,
When the starlight becomes rain;
That doesn’t stop like my tears.
Like the starlight hidden behind the cold clouds;
I love you, in the end, this painful confession,
That lingers at the edge of my lips;
Slides down in tears.
Remember that i loved you.
(quasimodo) kewl ya? ooouch :3

segitu aja ya,bye semua! :D

ulang tahun jogja!

2010-10-07T16:21:00.000+07:00

hai semua!
hari ini kan ulang tahun jogja yang ke 254, terus kita (anak2 smp 1) suruh pake busana tradisional jawa. Lucu-lucu deh sumpah,apalagi yang cewek,yang kebiasaan pentalitan jadi pada jalannya lambaaat banget. Aku? Aku kan pake rok batik doang. Lari-lari deh,pamer XD
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Yang cowok kebanyakan pada gak betah, langsung ganti baju setelah upacara. Padahal kocak-kocak lho gayanya mereka. Sayang banget cuma dipake bentar¬_¬
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Terus kan ada pemilihan dimas diajeng. Banyak yang kobong disini (hehe) terus pasangannya banyak yang agak gak pas gitu,maksa. Tapi ada juga kok yang lucu,aku liat ada anak kelas 7,kecil kecil,lucu banget pas maju woy. Yang kelas 9 nih, sumpah yang paling rame sorakannya. Dari kelasku 9f, dimajuin dua pasangan. Maudi-Lala,Ardi-Nurul. Buat mereka semua,two thumbs up! Keren abis mau maju! ~~(soalnya aku gakmau)~~
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abis itu kan terus udah selese kan acaranya, aku balik ke kelas, terus gatau gimana caranya malah end up ngegalau gak jelas bareng si aufa as always. hehehe. Pas pemilihan dimas-diajeng juga sempet nemenin thea-fara yang kobong,tapi gak menenangkan,cuma diliatin. Abis bingung gimana cara menenangkan orang kobong,paling aku nari-nari ~(‾▿‾~) (~‾▿‾)~
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ya udah deh kaya gitu doang. Tadi aku bawa kamera tapi gak niat yang moto. Sumpah deh demi. Aku malah jadi kayak tukang foto keliling,ditambah dengan perkataan: ' entar tag ya!' dan aku bakalan ngangguk lemes.
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dan,that's for today. how about you? mungkin ada hal menarik hal ini? hehehe.

p.s: weeek iffa&nurul, i can sleep! i can sleep!!! aku bisa tidur nih! siapa bilang entar malem aku gak bisa tidur ha? bisa dong! kenapa gak bisa?!┌(˘▿˘)ʃ
p.p.s: yang gak dong gak usah dibaca. bye

school days.

2010-10-05T15:32:00.000+07:00

warning: this post contain nothing exciting.

ohyea, today was a really,really,really boring day. i'm at the top of boredom. kasih guling udah tidur deh. kasih modem sama laptop udah fan girling deh di sekolah.

sayangnya,tadi aku lupa bawa modem. dan gak bawa guling. iPod mengenaskan, baterai hape sekarat dan tetep tak biarin buat ndengerin lagu.
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hari ini aku envy setengah mati sama yang izin&ikut lomba dll. di kelasku aja ada 7 orang yang gak ikut sekolah. enak banget, hla ini apa yang di sekolah cuma ngerjain tugas titipan dari guru,pelajaran kosong 4 jam. Bingung mau ngapain.
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aku tadi pagi tanya sama temen-temen : 'eh emangnya hari ini gak pelajaran po?' terus pada nggeleng-geleng. damn, tau gini gak usah bawa buku banyak-banyak ngeberatin tas aja. tau gini gak usah bawa laptop. Kirain ada pelajaran matematika terus laptopnya buat presentasi,ternyata gurunya gak ada...... great.
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tadi yang di sekolah bikin menyenangkan pas liat mv hellonya shinee doang. abis itu? ga jelas deh, olahraga juga aku cuma ngitungin yang scout rush (?-__- tulisannya gak ngerti) back up sama sit up. Gitu doang masa. GITU DOANG. fisika cuma nyelesain tugas. selesai deh bye.
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sampe pulang gitu terus. bosen terus.

oke ya bye jangan protes kalo postnya jelek. emang deh kalo sekalinya ngomongin kehidupan della di dunia nyata memang membosankan,tidak menarik. don't like it? kabur ke post lainnya dong. yang contain korea-koreaan. dan by the way soal korea-koreaan, ini nih shinee's hello:

give it only two days to it one million viewers. HAHAHAHA. good job,shinee for making me insane ~(-▿-)~ ~(‾▿‾~

bye.

lies

2010-10-05T15:12:00.000+07:00

i know you guys would think like this :
-oh,would it be a confession?
- oh della boong. mau ngomong opo yo? serr
-oh it must be a korean song.
-halah mbuh raurus close ah tabnya
-OMG ASDGFH i love this song kyaaaa~~~

which type are you? lol
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anyway just heard this song in my iPod-shuffle songs is a good choice!
and this is a korean song, from my 2nd favorite boyband, big bang. just fyi.read the lyric guys, it's nice :D

the translation lyrics:
I promised myself,
I would be fine without you, but I can’t help it.
A day without you is too long;
I pray that I may please forget you (that’s a lie)

Yeah, this is bullshit, it’s pissing me off.
I’m going crazy in thoughts of you.
I want to see you,
but I’m being told that I can’t,
that it’s all over (I’ll be right there).

I dedicated my all into this song for you;
other people probably don’t know.
By myself, without anyone knowing (yeah, those words I said were lies);
A loner left in the midst of it all.

I still can’t forget you,
No I don’t think I ever will, even ’til the day I die;
I’m sorry because I never got to do anything for you.

i cut some nice lyrics here and here, sorry -o- and hell,i cut the chorus,mianhae~

what i love from big bang is they can make something mellow like this being such a coolio. i'm not lying now :)) i love big bang so effin much XDDD

;_;

2010-10-02T17:28:00.001+07:00

if you're thinking like what's with the title, idk how to answer guys. i just choose the title randomly :B

anyway,in shinee's hello repackage album, there are two new songs. one is hello, and another one is one/hana. this is the hana translation guys.

One/Hana/하나 translation (cut some lyric,sorry ;_;)

translation:
The morning sunlight is like you,
It might be a little childish, but I like it.
I have nothing more to wish for;

I want to see you,
Don’t think that we can’t love because we’re young,
Before it’s too late,
Before I grow older, can you hold onto me?
I love you only, as much as the sky.

Whenever I meet eyes with her;
I wonder if the smile that grows on my face,
might reach a corner of your heart,

My feelings of desire and hope,
My love that grows deep again,
I can no longer hide them.

My heart will catch you and not let you go;
Can you feel it as well?

I know that your heart;
Cannot come by my side yet,
Can I just call you my one?

Let’s all together one, two, three, let’s begin;
You are my one, my everything,
I really, really, I want to love you like crazy,
I can do that now, right?

do you like it? me,personally, is lurving this!

uber cool!

2010-09-18T20:04:00.002+07:00

omg. post-it never be more amazing than this!

another drabble. yeah

2010-09-17T01:19:00.000+07:00

so, i was bored in the middle of midnight and suddenly a thought running in my mind, shouting like; 'hey you know what? i'm so effin' bored so why don't you write something!! Something about your favorite paring! XD' well...not exactly my favorite pairing anyway._. my favorite is taeli,but for boyXboy it is!

so here we goes!

title: those five words

rating: pg

pairing: minho/taemin (2min)

genre: drama,romance

summary: Minho still remember everything.

Those five words.

I don’t love you anymore.

I still remember that day.

It was an usual summer day, all sweaty,hot,and heavy. You were in your favorite outfit: grey jacket and black skinny jeans that fit perfectly in your damn long legs.

I still remember the smell of tasteless coffee we bought on the street. I still remember we drink it at the bench in a park.Yes, i do remember everything. I remember that quiet sobbing,the question you whispered after i said those crappy five words; “why?”

And i simply answered. “I fall out love with you.”

I saw your teary eyes and you don’t know how hard it is to not wiping away that tears. I saw your shoulders shaking and how i want to hugged you so damn much..but i just can’t. My heart tell me to move but my hands and legs won’t do.

I tilt my head up so I can blink back tears. “We’re over,Taemin.” And with that,i’m leaving.

leave a comment please,i want to know what are you thinking about this! :D

2010-09-14T17:20:00.000+07:00

i'm so heart this!

2010-09-11T21:08:00.002+07:00

kimi wa my beautiful hangover

mou naru you ni naru shikanai.
you're my beautiful hangover;i want nothing but more of you .

owyeah. dammit :| anyway love the video&song,cuma kenapa cewenya bule gitu dah-_-

bagi yang gak dong jalan ceritanya, alurnya gini:
g.d dan tae yang itu ngerebutin cewek, dan mereka pake pil gitu, kaya narkoba gitu mungkin(?) biar mereka gak setres pas rebut2an. dae sung jadi penjualnya, seungri jadi bosnya daesung yang ngemonitorin jalannya penjualan. sementara t.o.p.... i don't have any clue hehe. akhirnya g.d yg dapet cewenya,sementara tae yang malah jadi addict sm pilnya itu. sedih ya akhirnya :|

another midnight post

2010-09-09T00:34:00.000+07:00

“Cinderella walked on broken glass, Sleeping beauty let her whole life pass by, Belle fell in love with a beast, Pocahontas risked her life for a feast, Jasmine could have had anyone but she chose a poor man, and Ariel, she walked on land.”

and i'm still wondering why people dislikes fairytales. They think it's all about the prince and the happy-ending story. But one that i'm noticed, all of that girl in fairytales-like-story are took a risk, for the name of love. Yeah, love. That freakin love. They're choosing to believe that everyone will cause you pain and hurt and tears,but they choose who's worth it,and happiness come to them :-)

p.s yes i do love fairytales.

bye.
della

2010-09-06T00:38:00.000+07:00

caution: gado2 words...lol

the lonely road

monday, 00.18

i dont have any idea what i'll write here anyway ._.
oke, saya nggak biasanya ya stay up late sampe jam segini. Saya adalah manusia dengan sleeping cycle yang berlebihan, kalo tidur bisa kebangetan, kalo gak tidur ya gak tidur beneran.
kamar udah gelap, tinggal lampu meja dan laptop yang masih nyala. di meja sebelahku ada air putih tinggal separo. di luar hujan.
Dan yak,di saat-saat seperti ini saya sangat rawan terkena efek mellow.
Itunes untuk ke 162 kalinya memutar lagu replay- lagu favorit saya, yang lirik dan artinya stuck di kepala-. Dari dulu saya cuma bisa wondering kenapa saya bisa tergila-gila sama lagu ini, niat banget mantengin youtube buat liat mvnya,mv asli,dance version,pas mereka latian dan covernya.
Padahal,lagu ini gak ada kaitannya buat saya,at all. Lha masa saya suka noona kan juga gak mungkin.

million of thougts running in my head. random thoughts.
1. Saya takut sama uan. ulangan aja udah nakutin, gimana kalo uan? ulangan itu gak malu-maluin kalo remedi, lha uan?
2. Saya ini coward banget,saya sadar. Saya gak berani ngomong terus terang. Saya sebenernya komplen ke diri sendiri,kenapa saya gak bisa, satu kali aja, bilang yang sejujurnya? Lying is my daily activity,my habit.
3. Dari kemaren kilasan-kilasan omonganmu keputer-puter terus di kepala saya. Gila, stop staying in my head!!
4. Saya kangen sekolah- kangen temen-temen,kangen pelajaran dan gimana saya sering ngeliatin jam, kangen pelajaran,kangen belajar di sekolah.
5. Saya harus berhenti mendengarkan replay. No matter how, karena orang rumah udah mulai gemes denger ini terus.
6. Saya pengen ipod touch yang baru. Saya pengen po lucifer. Saya pengen ticket after party sm town (hehe). Saya pengen bisa baca pikiran orang. I want-i want-iwant. Gitu terus, gak pernah kepikiran ya i would invent something atau gimana.
7. Saya butuh kompetisi. Saya butuh.
8. Saya butuh teman-teman. Terutama temen-temen yang bikin ketawa, apalagi temen-temen sesama fan girl yang heboh.
9. Mata saya masih nyala terus.

Pretty boring,huh? Iya lah...... anyway it's 0.37 and i HAVE to sleep... so bye,bloggies.

songfic XD

2010-09-05T15:15:00.001+07:00

inspired by shinee- one for me. enjoy!! (p.s this is such an epic fail :p)

title: one for me
genre: drama
rating: pg
word length: 816

Minho was still half awake when his phone vibrating. Her name appeared in the screen.“Hel..hello.” Minho’s eyes widened when he heard she stutter. He stand up,finally awake. “What happen?” he said,almost scream to the phone. “He..he cheated on me. I saw him. With this girl.” Her voice was cold,like usual, but Minho knows that hear heart is broke. No matter how hard she tried to cover her feelings, Minho always know.

“Where are you?” he asked, running out the door and slamming it. “At the park.” He can barely hear a soft sob as she said that. Minho run faster.“Wait for me,i’ll be there.”

***
(Just now) After getting her phone call,
I had a lot of things to think about
(Yesterday) She found out her boyfriend was cheating on her
(Now) She's about to cry
As I go to her
(But in my heart) I secretly can't suppress my happiness

*****

As Minho run, his thoughts were roamed everywhere. His feelings was mixed, happy,sad...and guilty. She has no idea how many times he wished for this day. She didn't know how much Minho loved her and how hurt it felt to see her with somebody else.

I’ve been waiting for this day
When I could lend her my shoulder
and wipe away her tears

Does she even understand his feeling, Minho doesn't know. Minho doesn't bother. As long he with her, tell her everything would be fine and comforting her with his warmth, Minho will waiting for her to realize that the guy she needs is beside her,what she’s looking for has been here the whole time.

I want to be
By her side forever
Take place there as a man
Not a friend
I'll hug her in my arms
And look after her
So she's not sad
(I'm gonna tell her, yeah)

Minho finally arrived at the park. He recognized a girl that covering her face with her hands. Minho knows it’s her,so he sit beside her. She sobbed hard,her hands was shaking. “You’ll forget him.” Minho said in a low,husky voice. “Ugh...he said that i don't deserve to be loved.” She wipe away her tears,looked at Minho, her face was teary and she seems desperate. Her shoulder was shaking up and down. Minho hugged her. “He lied. He’ll regret it. Trust me.”

Over there is the girl cry with her head down on her knees
(First) I full a handkerchief from my pocket
And pass it over to her
(Forget) You will forget, trust me
I comforted you
(Now) I said to meet someone who'll only look at you
She was sorry she was crying pathetically,
But she looked prettier like that
I'm determined today...

“Everybody leave me already. All i have is you and my family.” She whispered. “Are you gonna leaving me too,Minho oppa?” Minho shook his head immediately. “Of course not. Even the end of the world comes,no. Believe me,no matter what would happen, no matter how many seasons pass and how many years go by, i’ll be here,trust me.”

The time has come
Even though she's on my chest crying
It's the time I can
Become a comfortable place for her
(Like a blanket)
I'll become a man she can trust
And forget everything else
You are the one for me!

Something is wetted his cloth and Minho knows it was her tears. I have to let you know, I don't want to let you go.The pain is killing you,i want to prevent you.I would be your everything, the one you will run to when you need help,Minho thought. As she cried softly Minho touched her hair and slowly caressed it.

I want to make a house in her heart
Where no one can break
Pain is blowing
At the love
The pain is blowing
Even when the tears flood,
It'll be a strong house
Which will never fall down

“This is your chance,Choi Minho.” his mind yelled. Minho gasped. Yes,this is. How many countless time he has been waiting for this day?

Oh! I won't ever let her go again
She looked at me after breaking up with her ex-boyfriend
I'll hold the girl I've been waiting for in my arms
Believe my, trust only me

“Do you know?” suddenly a crazy,unexpected words come from Minho’s mouth. She stared at Minho wondered what would he say to her. “I love you.” Minho finally say. Her pupils grow wide in surprise and Minho’s hearts thump fast as brains jolt and thoughts rollercoaster around,waited for her respond,scared of rejection. But before he could think of any words that might saved him from this awkward situation, a smile curved in her face, blushed when she whispered,”i love you too.”

The love that he left in your heart is a scar
Crazy, erase these unforgettable memories
Only love can erase past love; Let go
Now just look at me standing beside you.

yes,epic fail!! XD XD anyway this is not an oneshot nor a drabble =.= this is a song fic but i tag it as a drabble wkwk :PPPP

random fact:

2010-09-03T22:04:00.000+07:00

aku bosen auto tune

bosan. bosan. bosan sekaliiiiii -__- bisa dikatakan saya bosan k-pop kecuali shinee. yah basically emang saya cuma suka shinee doang sih, sm a slight of suju,big bang&fx
hehehe.

anywayyyy, cause i love to make lists, aku bikin list lagu shinee favoritku \m/
1. replay
2. one for me
3.romantic
4.lucifer
5.ring ding dong

aku suka replay&one for me buanget nget :> ok,i know the lyric is sort of cheesy tapi kan tetep aja bagus :-p

ohya. ada saran mendingan aku ngapain pas puasa ky gini daripada tidur seharian?

2010-09-01T20:15:00.001+07:00

"I can’t forget you, I can’t turn back around;
The moment my eyes began to burn,
The moment my heart was captured by you,
I have no regret, I chose you;
That’s right, it’s you.
Oh whatever anyone anyone says, it doesn’t matter to me,
Oh whoever whoever curses me, I’ll only look at you.

“ It’s too late “ , but for me it’s just you;

I can’t give up, I can’t let you go.

(Still Still) Even as time goes by."

neorago(it's you)-super junior

when i first heard this song i was like..whoa :O
It is indeed an awesome song. I still have it on repeat after 1 year listening to it haha XD “Neorago” is my fave SJ song..and the lyric is deep... this song definitely cooliooo,quite impressive :D

random thoughts: (baca dr atas ke bawah)

urgh.. i have to say that what i say is not actually come from my heart,i'm just trying to be cool&calm. even i want to scream the truth in front of your face, i just can't. i hate it, i hate the fact that everything seems to replay once again and i'm still no one.

"looking at you I go crazy but but now I am tired.

Memories swipe at my heart;it hurts, when will my feelings be fixed?"

the weird writer,
della

pesantren selesai!

2010-09-01T18:38:00.000+07:00

yak, tiga hari terakhir ini saya ikut pesantren bareng2 temen seangkatan di ponpes sinar melati.
gangguan paling umum&nyebelin:
-tidur kayak pindang
-gampaaang bgt ngantuk
-gak fokus puasanya,malah nggibah -_-
-aku syok lho disana -_-
-kamar mandinya gampang bgt rame& airnya kadang mati

mungkin pada bilang aku manja or something like that...gak sih. gak juga kok, cuma berdasarkan fakta&kata anak2 lainnya. Gak cuma opiniku. Tapi yang gampang ngantuk itu opiniku -..-

anyway hari terakhir enak bgt lhooo ~~(soalnya gak ngapa2in)~~
ada pentas seni kelas gitu,each class must send participants. seluruh kelas bagus-bagus kok, tapi yang gayeng bgt itu kelas 9f sama 9e. hooray!
9e sebenernya lucunya soalnya celetukannya terus ndableg semua. tau kan, ceritanya orang durhaka trs meninggal, pas meninggal ada kejadian-kejadian aneh. kayak hidayah itu hlo cuma dodol semua :B

kalo 9f ini gaul banget \m/ jadi ceritanya 9f bikin kayak videoklip pake lagu pupus-dewa 19. tau gak? itu,pokoknya ceritanya ada orang yang naksir sama orang yg udh punya pacar.
sumpah ya,lagu mellow gitu malah jadi gokil. org yang naksir diperanin sama luna,sumpah dia kayak jealous,sedih trs iri bgt pas bryan sama devi sok2 pacaran ngobrol2 gitu apalagi bryan lewat,segalanya seperti di slow motion, luna malah nyanyi2 gitu dan akhirnya devi langsung nggandeng bryan pergi AAA GAUL PARAH WOYYYY!
akhirnya luna diem, terduduk gitu deh setelah diberi fakta bahwa bryan&devi pacaran(ea) trs rizky masuk ke dalam pentas. serius deh ini udh pada semangat semua menunggu what will happen next. Aku yang ga liat rehearsal mereka juga ikutan penasaran,kira2 habis ini bakal ngapain. udah pada keplok-keplok,kirain rizkynya pacaran sama luna po piye gitu eeeh cuma lewat, diliatin luna sambil bawa kertas tulisannya to be continued gitu XD
yeah..gaul to the max. standing ovation :P

dan dengan ditutupnya pensi, pesantrennya selesai!it was fun,sleepy and fun fun fuun all the way :-)

della

buber 9f :)

2010-08-27T20:11:00.000+07:00

today my class held buka bersama at ss sagan :D it's fun,really good... but i wish there's more game. Tadi pada ngelompok sih,kurang ngebaur gitu. But,it's still nice anyway :-)

all photos taken by lala,pake hpku. so sorry for bad bad bad quality photos!(and btw if you notice..i'm with the blue blouse in first pic&4th ;p)

"Bersenang-senanglah
Karna hari ini yang akan kita rindukan
Di hari nanti sebuah kisah klasik untuk masa depan
Bersenang-senanglah
Karna waktu ini yang akan kita banggakan di hari tua."-sheila on seven

guys...taun depan kita masih bisa buber lagi gak ya? ;)

bye.della^^

poem..

2010-08-24T18:33:00.004+07:00

I’m tired of waiting can’t you see?

Yes call me impatient cause i am

Call me such a half hearted but take a look at yourself

Call me pathetic cause i’m still waiting for you

Even though the reality say i wont make it

I wont reach you

Still, im waiting for you.

i'm gonna use that poem i made by myself in my next oneshot!isnt that good? :p

ciao!

della

fan..art?if you could say so

2010-08-23T16:49:00.000+07:00

yeah,so,today when i'm supposed to listen to my teacher's saying.... i'm drawing this :

it's not actually drawing.. it's pop up!

introduction! :D

photo 1-5(ki-ka): onew,jonghyun,key,minho,taemin

err i'm not sure why minho is the one who's not smiling....maybe because he's the flaming charisma... :p

pairing!pairing!

i'm so sorry...... i dont ship any of them :P i love onkey and jongkey both... hey,wait. is there any onjong pairing? XD

yes!!!!!!!!! i love this pairing so damn much! 2MIN goooooo! XD

anyway i draw other things in my notebook too... such as this one:

isn't he cute? *wink*

p.s wohooo it's fasting day 12!time walks fast ._. btw wish me luck for boring school days... i miss the old days when i go to school excitedly :(

bye,

DRABBLE DRABBLE DRABBLE!

2010-08-20T17:35:00.005+07:00

title: Cheated and Busted

Character: 2Min,Key... slight of jonghyun. ~~Onew is nowhere,eating chicken maybe? XD~~

Rating : G

genre: uh... dont have any idea actually

“I DON’T BELIEVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!YOU BETRAY ME!!” taemin’s scream makes key freeze in front of their dorm’s door. What just happen? He bustle into the dorm. He see Minho,standing in front of taemin’s room(actually taemin&key room). “I’m sooooo sorry,taeminnie....” Minho’s face seems so desperate, repeated the word ‘sorry’ for hundreds time.

“LEAVE! I CAN’T BELIEVE YOU DO THIS TO ME!” taemin shout. “I’m sorry, i know i’m wrong,please forgive me! I never gonna do that again to you!” minho apologize. Key watching them, taemin is angry, minho is saying sorry,and jonghyun is....playing his psp. Oh god,how can be such a heartless? Key thoughts when he walk towards him.

“Hmmh?”

“Ya,Kim Jonghyun! Why is my son lock himself in the bed room and cursing like crazy? You might want to explain!” key say,annoyance seen from his voice.

“Oh,that,Minho is cheated on taemin.” Jonghyun state.

“WHAT????” Key yells, look Minho who sit in front of taemin’s door with his death-glare,ready to rip Minho.

“Chill down,key..” jonghyun words makes Key stopped.

”Havent you ever cheated when you play wii?”

****

i really hope you enjoy my drabble. yeah i know it's silly :p AND BTW MY GRAMMARS SUCK!!! but please comment! Comments are love! :) :))

fasting day 9

2010-08-20T15:26:00.000+07:00

“I know enough that most of the time, the pain of being unable to be  with someone is the sole indicator that tells you that you’re in love  with that someone.” 

i got this beautiful sentence in a guhreat fan fic :) anyway that fan fic is yaoi... and i think it's pg13 hehe :p

anyway, i have some thoughts in my head:
-why all of sudden, in the middle of this august everything change..... and i don't mean in A GOOD WAY.
- no, not everything.. it just,you,my friend.
-errr i'm bored and i dont have anything to do except..studying. damn.
- can my wish come true? cause i'm expecting a lot....
-why in the hell now i'm care about what people say to me? how people react to what i do? i'm tired.
-i wish i can disappear to see who miss me

yep,that's all.bye.....
della

2010-08-19T04:55:00.002+07:00

should i say,super cool? whoaa best mashup everr :B heart this mashup freakin' bad, cause i usually hate it, i never saw a mashup better than this :D

fasting day 8

2010-08-18T17:19:00.000+07:00

hello! i'm sorry i didnt post anything yesterday. anyway yesterday was indonesia independence day! yuhuuu, indonesia is 65 already hehe,semoga negara indonesia menjadi semakin maju,gak kalah sama negara lainnya.

anyway yesterday i found it on youtube. amazing,if i can say so.

yeah,as you see this is replay(noona neomu yeoppo) by shinee covered by a girl... i dont know,but her voice is absolutely amazing! love it! :X and by the way this is an english version and she changes the lyric a little bit. the lyric is a little bit cheesy but it's turn out to be fine since it suits the song.

the english cover lyric:

nunan neoumu yeppeoso, just when i tought i could go;
my heart is lost and you're pulling me back again.
wish on the falling star,wish i could be where you are;
somehow you came and changed my everything

when you're not around,i just feel a little down;
this is kinda silly right,it's not okay to me.
and i think i'm gonna hate it boy, if you turn your back on me;
i dont want to let this go,but i'm wondering

how do i be careful,not to show you what i'm dream of;
kinda crazy but i replay,replay,replay
when we're together,every moment that we're treasure;
like a movie that i replay,replay,replay

you know you're my mvp,no one else has got what i need;
when it's just us two,i get shy but then you keep it so cool.
the way you're always watching out for me;
and altough i wanna believe;
tell me i'm not just imagining

nunna neoumu yeoppo, i dont want to hear it no more;
cause i know it's gonna replay,replay,replay
keep trying not to fake it,
how am i supposed to say it,
you're the song that i'm replay,replay,replay

just fyi replay is shinee's song that i love most, so i love to heard it anytime even the english version :p

anyway school life boring!! not really... but it's just.... nothing seems so good to tell :p basically i'm just giggling around,joking,chit-chats and watching shinee's performances or mvs for million times and screaming '~aaaah so cute XD' with my other fangirl friend hehehe :-)

bye

heyhooooo

2010-08-16T20:45:00.000+07:00

hey guys, the weirdo della is back after mellowing in the post before :B

so,how is it goin' folks????? kelaperan? hehehe.

i'm thinking about writing drabble again. owhyea i know my drabbles are silly,cheesy,not as good as fan fictions in asianfanfics or the other websites.
but.... i'm good at imagining(i'm just bad at write it.hehehehe) anddddd i might be writing something you like!
so..... i'll write something good,andd i'll post it in the next post...or few posts after the next post :B
p.s this is something about me you should know:
i never gonna write horror&humor drabbles. reason:
-i'm sucks at telling jokes
-i can't make a horror drabble scary. i'm afraid(?-.-)
-gile aje drabble friendship aja aku udh fail suruh nulis horror/humor which is harder to write!!
-i dont like the genre(horror) i actually love humor fanfic but yeah...as i said before... i cant make people laugh. kalo direprentasikan itu, aku kayak onew. suka ketawa,joking,but...failed!! TT

bye folks! wait for my drabble! :)
della

2010-08-16T20:34:00.001+07:00

the final decision: (for now,at least :p)

i give up.

yeah....... life is unfair :////

kayak katanya nurul;' kayaknya kita mesti sedih terus gak sih?'
that make me think a lot................... and yes,i dont want to be sad anymore. this is the only way to make me could smile again without hurting my self inside..

luna&nurul: 'alah,masa nyerah sebelum berperang?'
uh.... i know. you probably think i'm coward or something... but it's not like that,folks. i want my life to be easier. i dont care anymore. at least i tried.

iffa's word: 'nyantai wae della, nggak usah dipeduliin!'
you're always the one who laid-back,the one i expect to said like that lol ;p but this is....a thing: i care. and the more i care about it,i will make myself hurt.

cihui sok dilema abis -____________- sebenernya gak ada yang sadar tentang ini.... cuma aku. bodo ah. the real question await : do i really want to give up like this... or stay,and... dammit.

kalo saya tidak give up!
-uuuhhh... i'm too scared to talk about the options i have (?-__-)

kalo saya give up
-saya bahagia dan menjadi fan girl-minded yang setiap hari kerjaanya nongkrongin komputer cuma buat ngecekin allkpop.com,youtube&fansitenya mereka (which is me already :p)
-tapi.... ada yang kurang.
-gak ada saingan ataupun panik gak jelas
-fokus belajar&membaca ff (gak mutu parah)

what am i doing? ngomong2 gak jelas gini,koyo wong edan -__-

udah ya. mau liat ini dulu:

daaah!

random thoughts

2010-08-15T20:37:00.000+07:00

damn

i should get over this.
i should do something else,anything but not thinking about this!!
i should forget about this silly thing.
i should not get over,doing something else,or forgetting about this thing cause it makes me remind even more -__-

i hate this... thing

so,the big question is......

Eotteokhae???(what should i do)

Tto dareun sarangeul,Halsudo itdago nan mideosseotneunde.Gaseum ane neoneun nagincheoreom jiur suga eopseo.eotteokhae?

wishes

2010-08-14T21:25:00.001+07:00

serius deh ss3 woy ss3! i admit that i'm not an elfs(elfs are the name for super junior's fan fyi) and i'm not crazy about them hehe but hello... SS3! aaaa i want it so badly T.T their performance must be so breath taking :|

and inkigayo? well... i just want to see it live ;p

i will not scream. i will not being crazy and hysteric. i will not seeing fancams cause it's gonna make me crazy even more. i will not scream. -_- rofl

nooo i'm not gonna be hyper ;) i'm just curious and envying the fans who watching it live.. ah. i'm gonna continue reading ff huahua

bye(dengan nada getir-_-)

fasting day two

2010-08-12T11:05:00.001+07:00

twitter page sucks

gak niat punya twitter ;p

and bytheway :

i know! i know! school starts tomorrow! yeah! etapi lebay bgt gak sih baru libur selasa udah kangen wekeke bodo ah, lagian di rumah garing tau gak, cuma hangout bareng komputer. dan... saya baru menyadari satu hal. oh-oh, besok ada DUA ULANGAN : BIOLOGI& MATEMATIK (gak sante) double trouble! double trouble! sos! yah,well, udah ya bloggie, harus belajar (padahal baca ff)

bye

itunes drabble ;p

2010-08-11T21:31:00.002+07:00

i'm just want to do something fun tonight after taraweh,so here it goes:

the name i loved-shinee.(onew/__________)

i missed the way she glanced at me, giggled whenever i tell jokes. I used to call her everyday,telling my activities. She would listen to any words i say without commentating anything.

Some random thoughts hit me. you still love her.

yeah. i do. so? does she cares? she leave me here,she go to the place i can't reach. She's gone.

I check at my handphone,waiting her to text me something or im-ing me.

'aah!hello oppa!how's your day?~' here it is!

i smile.

'ah!you sound so tired,go to sleep!'

she always care to me. ah...

"What the hell are you doing,hyung?" it's key, standing in front of me. "no,nothing! i'm wating her replied." i wink. he sigh. "hyung.. you need to take a rest." he finally say. "Nooooo, i'll go to sleep when she already reply me!!" i dont know why i'm screaming.

"you're... please,hyung. it's nonsense if you wait her to reply." minho come to my room,joining our talk.

"what? oh,guys! why cant you make me wait just for 10 minutes more? please?" i beg. "No. you can't.go to sleep. or i'm not gonna making fried chicken anymore." deg. no wayyy i can live without holy mexicana chicken he makes,he's killing me. no way.
'oh,keyyy,fine! if that's what you want!' i sigh. key smiling at me. 'great. now,go to sleep, onew hyung,and you too,minho.' he nod his head to minho. finally they leave me alone. now i can wait for her reply.
10 minutes...
20 minutes....
40 minutes....
i dont get any text from her this night. i'm confuse. does she mad at me????????

***
'hello sunshine! hello chicken! hello _____!' i shout. i go to the kitchen,found key is making our breakfast while minho(wow this guy is suddenly appear anywhere,lol) is drinking his milk.
'woah! smells good!' i say. 'eh,hello onew hyung!you wake up too early. it's only 7.' key say. i'm just laugh. 'do you prepare to go somewhere this day,hyung?' ask minho calmly. i nod my head. 'well.. i want to go to _____'s' i answer.
key sigh. 'what's wrong?'i demand. 'well...hyung....do you really forget the accident?' key whisper. 'mwo?what accident?' i say. 'uh,onew hyung, you remember the accident right?' minho say.
'what accident? dont be silly you guys. ah, i should go to _____'s,bye!' i finally say cause i'm not understand what they say. i want to leave but key blocking my way to the dorm's door.
'key! what are you doing?' i say angrily. seriously, what the hell is he doing to me? 'wake up,onew hyung!! take the fact!' he screams. 'what fact????????' i push him to the wall.
Key finally exploded,"YOU HAVE TO ADMIT THE FACT! SHE'S DEAD,HYUNG! SHE CANT COMEBACK TO YOU!"

i kick him. how dare he tell me something idiot like that?

Minho finally bolster key get out from my sight. "He just need times,key." i hear minho whisper. I'm pretty sure that he's talking about me,but... what he means about i need times?

"yeah,minho, he need times. it's been 4 months since ____ noona died, but he still pretending that ____ lives,texting him." key yelling.

"it's hard for him,alright?"

"he need to let her go." key say.

*********
this afternoon minho&key ask me to accompany them to somewhere out of town. i agree,but i'm still mad at key so i refuse to talk with him.
finally we arrive at.... uh...cemetery? why are they going to a place like this?
'we want to show you something.' say minho when i ask him. i nod my head,following them. they stop at a grave yard. i'm not really paying attention to the grave yard until i read the name. what a coincidence, the name is just the same as ________.
all of sudden, a weird thought came to me. is she..... is she......
'i know it's hard for you to forget her, hyung. she's a really nice girl... but you should take this fact....... i know she would be happy if you finally move on....' minho's saying make me shock. suddenly,every lost memories are return to my head, give me explanations why she lost contact with me.
*****

i cry in front of her grave yard. how could she leave me alone? oh.. __________ please come back to me.. i need your warmth... i need your hug........

_____ yeah consider this is someone ;p

yeah. bad drabble. -__- i knoooooow!! it's my first drabble so,as you see, this is sooo terrible hehe,but feel free to comment! comments are love! :3
p.s read this drabble with listen to the name i loved-shinee. it makes this better. lol

damn right

2010-08-10T19:01:00.000+07:00

ya to?

i cant live without...

2010-08-10T10:01:00.001+07:00

ea lebaynya mulai -_- hm sebenernya bisa2 aja sih hidup tanpa barang2 dibawah ini,cuma... ada yang kurang gitu o.o

so sorry for the bad quality

#1 netbook

seriously, kalo aku gak internetan/browsing sebulan aja aku bisa bosen. soalnya aku masih belum les apa2 hehe,jadi biasanya abis pulang internetan trs ngerjain peer trs internetan lg sampe bosen

#2 handphone

yeah. kalo hp ilang aku nangis darah deh -_- this is a part of mylife, sarana aku koneksi sama temenku,sarana nanyain peer hehehe ;p ~~walaupun selain itu hpku sepi~~

#3 iPod

aku kemana-mana bawa ini, ke sekolah bawa ini. aku sayang iPod walaupun dia sudah baret-baret,suka error,maklum sudah tua -_- gak lega aja gak bawa iPod,abis beda rasanya dengerin/nonton video dr hp.

dadah!

be-o-es-a-en

2010-08-09T19:46:00.001+07:00

bosan.
bored.
boredom
bosen.

yah,intinya aku bosen-_-

libur selasa,rabu,kamis gara2 puasa. ini masih senin dan,guess what? aku udah bosen! karena emang udah kerjaanku nontonin layar komputer XD
untung besok aku thea fara mau nonton (y) jadi ada sedikit penghiburan. tapi rabu sama kamisnya enakan ngapain ya? kayaknya kamis bakal tak habisin buat belajar untuk ulangan bio sm mtk. rabunya semedi minta petunjuk -_-

sumpah ya. sumpah ya. aku paling anti baca ff 18 older,dan sayangnya banyak bgt yg kayak gitu-_- sampe bosen ngeliatnya. oh ya,sejaman ini aku liat+download shinee traffic safety song,tau gak? udah agak lamaan sih,juli.aku udah pernah liat sebelumnya,tapi baru kepikiran download skrg. lucu banget,walaupun kelewat lama nunggu bufferingnya. videonya semenit kok bufferingnya 20 menit(lebay)

screenshot:

jeng jeng jeng

satu hal yang saya sangat sesalkan adalah; where is choi minho??? where is the flaming charisma??? aku udh bosen liat shinee berempat bukan berlima, choi minho pls cepat sembuh! :D

but afterall,that's a good video,i mean kayanya jarang bgt gak sih penyanyi indonesia bikin video ttg traffic safety dengan gaya lucu ky gini? uooow, aku gak pernah liat! two thumbs up for shinee! btw disini onew sm key jd pelanggar lalu lintas gitu deh, key nyetir sambil telepon, onew nyetir sambil ngantuk, terus jonghyun jd polisinya gitu. taemin... dia gak ngapa2in kecuali nyanyi/nari,pokoknya scene dia mesti bareng2 kecuali pas dia nunjukkin simnya itu. bagian taeminnya kurang! (sifat taemintsnya kambuh) anyway ekspresi kagetnya mereka kocak bgt! lagunya mereka juga lucu! tp sayang videonya gak ada eng subnya,gak ngerti mereka ngomong apa ;p

p.s if you noticed,itu foto mereka jaman ring ding dong,jonghyun rambutnya masih warna warni,key rambutnya masih normal :B

bye.

balada menjadi sebuah ipod

2010-08-06T15:42:00.000+07:00

yak. hari ini saya mau mellow dulu. mellow gara-gara ipod sayangku yang sering aku bawa ke sekolah itu.
nah,ipod ini dengan biadab udah jatuh,kegesek,kena bolpen,kena lem untuk ratusan kali. dan hari ni ada hal yang sangat bodoh terjadi= ipodku jatuh dari saku rok,dan kelempar ke lapangan. oh god, maafkan aku ya iPod!!

disini baretnya ga keliatan -_-"" ~~(anyway itu mvnya love like oxygen lho :p)~~

oh ya,eniwei sumpeh deh,kalo iPodku ini bisa ngomong pasti dia udah teriak-teriak,nangis,kejang-kejang,kabur dari rumah. Dia sering kegencet,aku tidurin. Lha dia kecil banget! Nggak ketok!!!

Dia juga sering kebanting, kayak tadi itu,allahuakbar kelempar woy kelempar!!! T_T sedih parah deh,untung gak ilang. untuuuuuuung banget. lemes deh aku kalo ilang,apalagi keinjek orang.... seumur hidup tidak bisa tenang!!!

bytheway hari ini..... aku sedang kena jinx. oke,tadi bahasanya sok gaul parah. simpelnya,lagi dapet sial. seharian digodain terus sampe modar. deng deng dereng. sedih gak sihhhhh??? HAAH????HAAAH????

semua bermula dari sehabis pulang. karena aku adalah penanggung jawab admin yang bertanggung jawab maka aku memberi gambaran buat adminnya pada ketuakelas dan wakilnya. tapi ketuanya malah mainan kapur sama yang lain. wakilnya cuma bisa mangap-mangap. *sigh*

begitu aku minta tolong iffa untuk pertolongan,dia ternyata sudah menghilang. sial.

yasudahlah,akhirnya setelah teriak-teriak,aku njelasin bentar terus langsung pada kabur ke mushola,sholat jum'at.

sehabis itu aku kan jalan melintasi lapangan sama nurul,lala sama kunti. aku melonjak-lonjak riang gembira sampe ada seseorang berteriak:"della buang sampah sembarangan!"

aku nengok. perasaan aku ga ada sampah. Dan ternyata...... rizki mungut iPodku yang dengan aduhai kelempar. Aku udah mangap doang,tapi langsung lari mau ambil iPod. Dan disinilah sialku dimulai...

rizki dan bryan malah sengaja ngambil iPodku.lari-lari sambil ngoper iPod,pura-pura teleponan lah,pokoknya ngeselin banget! Aku teriak-teriak aja kayak orang gila sambil lari-lari ngejar mereka,ga peduli ada puluhan anak ngeliat adegan orang gila ngedan dewe gara-gara iPodnya diambil. Aku cuma takut banget kalo salah satu dari mereka malah bikin iPodnya kelempar,terus ada truk tau darimana ngelindes Ipod. Huh.

Akhirnya setelah mengejar ipod sampe mushola,mereka mau ngasih juga. Huh..haaaah.. capek. Aku duduk di mushola,kesel,tapi grepe-grepe iPod dengan sayang sambil mbatin "aku akan selalu menjagamu iPod". so sweet banget kan hauahahhaha

kesialanku dimulai lagi pas abis solat jumat kita semua balik ke 9f. Yeah,aku mau nggambar sketsa buat admin tapi mereka malah ikut nggambar juga,akhirnya mereka malah bikin burung kakaktua -_-

setelah satu jam nongkrong di kelas dengan berbagai kesialan dodol lainnya,akhirnya aku pulang!!! yeaaah!!!! Nah,pas mau pulang itu aku dikagetkan oleh perkataan seseorang. yeah,great bgt. aku bingung mikirinnya. sampe sekarang. thanks to you deh iPod! *kesel*

ngga ngerti? yah,memang susah dimengerti -_- ya udah ya,bye :3 btw this friday rocks! ~~greatest~~ weirdest friday ever..

one photo bonus for this post:

ihik ihik taemin oppa (-_-)

whirlwind

2010-08-05T16:57:00.001+07:00

~~aku bingung mau nulis apa~~

aaah!!!pasti bagus deh postnya!!!-spongebob

hai semua
minggu depan puasa lho! i always have a thing with ramadhan,puasa dan lebaran. sound nice,eh?
kabar buruknya adalah sekarang udah mulai musim ulangan. besok aku ulangan ips. aku belum belajar. piye mau belajar wong bingung mau belajar apa O.o

eh,aku baru tau lho kalo temen-temenku kadang iseng mampir ke blogku! halo teman-teman! *waving hands*
serius,aku jadi malu,mau nulis aneh-aneh disini jadi takut :/
kalo orangnya yang dimaksud baca piye? ha, modar -_-

oke! mulai saaat ini aku akan sedikit demi sedikit hiatus dari blog!! aku akan menulis yang bagus2 saja (which is hard, since my life's too plain -.-) yang normal aja, yang tentang shinee aja!
daaaaaaan anyway.....
saya jadi menghayati lagunya flow-aku tak bisa. sucks,huh?
dilema nih dilemaaa!! being a teenage girl is extremely hard!!!!!!! it would be nice if i can read your mind -.-

p.s i miss my old class. 8d. i don't mean that 9f is sucks or whateva,but i just miss the atmosphere there, having a chat with now-different-class friend :( i miss you guys! dont you miss me too? :p

p.p.s i have something goood!!!! scroll down!!!

maafkan saya masukin foto jaman lama -__- jaman jojo deh ini kayanya. tapi ngga papa to? lagian aku suka foto pojok bawah kiri itu lho,kayak mau ngucapin minal aidzin wal faidzin hehe

the ~~flaming charisma~~ owner,
della

totally random

2010-08-02T19:15:00.000+07:00

i've been busy with all school stuffs ;/

i really miss you,bloggie. yes, i do miss you. :-( but school thingie makes me really stressful.My daily routinity after school= doing homework,sleep,surfing the internet(yes,googling bout shinee and reading ff included :p)
oh gosh. buzeeh.
i cant write anything else because..... nothing too good to write,everything just the same,blahshit.
wish me luck for the rest of my 3rd grade,fell-as~

it's complicated

2010-07-25T13:34:00.000+07:00

warning: this post is totally random

Okay.

Do you have friends? Good. Do you meet your family this morning? Great. Do you already done with your homework? Fantastic. Now, see,that’s what we call life.

That’s a life we’re living,my friends. We can like someone in bands, we can imagine what we’ll do with them if we meet them(in a normal way,though).

BUT.. Not every fangirl/fanboy think like i think. Some people are really-really in love with them. You know, wondering if she/he can marry him/her..having blahwhatever with them... WAKE UP!

I dislike the fans who over reactted to their favorite bands. They’re just a human being just like us..only in better way. They can be breath-taking,awesome,gorgeous and so uf-ugh-in drop dead gorgeous but as i said they’re a human being.

They can be so charming,have a killer smile or cute faces,i know. I’m a fangirl too. I always watch their interviews,watching their mvs. But i always thought that it would be so weird if i fallen in love with one of those guys. Really.

I never gonna be those crazy fan. You know, that willing to do anything for their bias. It such a waste. And for ‘i’m gonna be single forever if i’m not with you’ kind of fan.... You have to kidding me. You need a rehab. Are there no other people in this world? Someone who you really know you,someone who actually like you. Dont waste your time waiting for them,however they’ll notice us that way. I’m not lying.

I’m only 13,i’m a shawol. My bias are 2MIN, and i know no matter how hard i try to get close to them i’m gonna fail. As a fans i just like from how they dance and sing, the lyric,the albums, the personality their agency build..that’s all. I never like them as a real crush... i’m just being a normal fans. Never like them from physically,just from their performances.

But anyway thats just my opinion ^^ sorry if you guys feeling unsatifisied with what i wrote hehe.

it's the screen shots of their videos.
1# replay. omg they're so cute&fresh there heheh love Taemin mushroom hair!
2# love like oxygen. minho&key are so similar here but i love them both (and the others too) btw this is the best dance moves ever (after the lucifer :p)
3# juliette. my favorite SHINee's mv ever. *gasp* i-lose-my-breathhhhhhh
4# RDD(ring ding dong) this song and the mv(especially the dance part) is so addictive :ppp btw onew,you looking so incredible. You always looking so fresh, if i dont know your ages i wont think you're the oldest member.
5# lucifer. Taemin is looking so unbelievably cool here! Now he's a man....i miss the old you taemin -,- And btw what's up with key's hair? It's weird -_- but i still love you kok key dont worry :B

bye,
della

quick update #2

2010-07-21T14:24:00.000+07:00

I'm sorry guys cause keep posting about SHINee hehe so now I'm decided to posting about myself. My photos.
I've been busy lately,with lot of homework. Since I'm a 9th grader now, i can't blogging to much. Yeah,great. I'll miss you bloggie :-(

~~(and anyway these photos below are...nggilani)~~

lol the lucifer thingie shinee do in their mv :p

btw i love 9f! it's such a cool class :-) love them! hahaha

see ya later.

SHINee lucifer full mv!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yeah!!!!

2010-07-20T16:01:00.000+07:00

i cant stop watch this video, oh my god!!!!!!! seems like sm change them from flowery boy to beastly man but still,love them!!!!!!! this video rocks!!!!!!!

lol :p

2010-07-16T21:45:00.003+07:00

tugas b indo hahaha

Nama: Della Pidanti Nareswari

TTL: Jogja,18 Juni 1997

Nama Ayah : Danang Parikesit

Nama Ibu: Dani Krisnawati

Golongan darah: O

Obsesi : masuk sma 3, bisa masuk backstage penyanyi favorit

Halo

Nama saya Della Pidanti Nareswari. Nama saya ada artinya lho! Yang Della saya kurang tau sih,tapi yang pidanti itu singkatan,artinya putri Danang dan Krisnawati. Danang itu nama bapak saya,lengkapnya Danang Parikesit,kalau Krisnawati itu nama ibu saya,lengkapnya Dani Krisnawati.

Saya lahir tanggal 18 Juni 1997 hari Rabu Wage jam 9 pagi di Rumah Sakit Bethesda. Panggilan saya Della kalo nggak Della P karena di 9f ini ada dua orang yang namanya Della. Saat kelas 7 dulu saya sempet di panggil Dora gara-gara rambut saya pendek mirip Dora. Selebihnya memang ada nama panggilan lain,tapi mendingan ngga usah diceritakan disini karena sangatlah aib.

Saya anak kedua dari dua bersaudara. Saya punya kakak perempuan namanya Dissa,dia sekolah di SMA 1 kelas 12. Semua keluarga saya golongan darahnya O lho.

Saya hobi nulis sama internetan. Seru aja,apalagi kalo internetan. Wuih, kalo hari libur saya bisa setengah hari disitu, nongkrong di depan computer browsing banyak hal,kayak penyanyi favorit saya misalnya.Saya juga hobi coret-coret buku apalagi kalo lagi bosen.

Kebiasaan saya adalah kalo suka sama lagu tertentu pasti diulang terus,berulang kali sampe temen-temen suntuk dengernya. Saya bisa dengerin lagu yang sama berpuluh-puluh kali dalam sehari sambil ikutan nyanyi,ngga meduliin temen saya udah muak sama lagu itu. Sampe seringnya saya muter satu lagu, akhirnya pada maklum deh dan nyuekin saya yang nyanyi-nyanyi.

Kebiasaan saya yang lain adalah histeris kalo ngeliat sesuatu yang berhubungan dengan SHINee,boyband korea gitu deh. Kebiasaan saya ini memang baru berlangsung 3 hari tapi temen sebangku saya aja udah kelewat bosen ngedengerin saya ngoceh segala hal tentang SHINee jadi responnya cuma senyum-senyum sendiri kalo denger saya mulai ngomong tentang boyband itu.

Ada lagi kebiasaan saya. Karena saya kurang kesibukan akhir-akhir ini saya jadi sering nyari lagu baru di internet. Sehabis itu saya cari liriknya dan iseng-iseng diterjemahin. Kalau lagu itu lagu yang bukan bahasa Indonesia atau bahasa inggris saya pasti tulis liriknya dan terjemahannya dibuku. DI buku saya lengkap lho terjemahan dan liriknya!

Saya orangnya suka panikan,heboh sendiri dan fanatic terhadap suatu hal. Kalau ada hal baru pasti saya yang heboh duluan sementara yang lain responnya standar. Terus saya sering banget panic tentang hal-hal kecil jadi saya malah kelimpungan sendiri. Kalau fanatic itu,ya saya memang fanatik sama beberapa penyanyi. Pokoknya setiap si penyanyi ada berita baru pasti saya tau terus semangat banget buat ngasih tau berita itu ke orang lain. Terkadang sampe saya tulis di blog.

Saya sering niruin dance orang tapi sayangnya…selalu gagal. Entah kenapa mesti gagal. Contoh aja nih saya nyoba niruin dancenya Super Junior,satu gerakan aja ga mampu,yang ada malah saya pegel sendiri sambil ngos-ngosan. Walaupun begitu saya tidak pernah putus asa,saya selalu mencoba iseng-iseng ngedance dan akhirnya selalu menyedihkan.

Saya suka baca buku. Buku apa aja deh terserah. Eh,kecuali buku pelajaran ya. Itukan beda lagi. Pokoknya saya doyan banget baca. Dulu saya sampe hobi banget beli majalah,sebulan beli 3. Saya juga suka baca novel,ngga Cuma teenlit aja tapi kayak novel-novel tentang misteri.

Keinginan terpendam saya yang sedalam-dalamnya adalah saya kepingin masuk backstagenya SHINee dan Big Bang terus salaman sama personelnya dan foto-foto. Wah,ga bisa bayangin kalau kejadian beneran,saya bisa jejeritan sendiri,histeris saking senengnya.

Barang yang saya kepingin punya tapi apa daya Tuhan belum meridhoi itu ada banyak! Banyak banget!! Yang paling saya pengen punyai itu iPhone 4. Duh, pengen sepengen-pengennya. Tapi berhubung handphone saya masih sehat dan harganya selangit saya ngga bakalan boleh beli. Dan masih banyak banget hal lain yang saya pengen,yah namanya juga manusia.

Pada akhirnya,saya cuma mau bilang saya itu hanya anak biasa yang kalo ngefans sama orang bisa segitunya,yang pengen hal-hal yang belum tentu saya bisa punyai atau lakukan.

Sekian biodata saya! Semoga yang baca terhibur.

hai ^^

2010-07-14T18:38:00.000+07:00

hayo ngakuuu siapa yang udah search foto2 buat comebacknya shinee? aneh bgt konsepnya ngga nyambung satu sama lain but they're looking handsome as always hahahhahahahhahaha lol ;p

the leader!!! onew!!! the weirdest pic,i guess... but it's finee :3

the bling bling jonghyun hahaha

one word,weird. i love key for-ever but i guess....uhm,this guy need a new stylist :p

minho.man,he's the coolest guy ever!! best picture

last,but not least,our magnae,the lead dancer :D taemin!!!

konsepnya mereka itu kan bad boy tapi kok malah kaya alien gitu sih terutama taemin? *digebuk shawols* but they're lovelyyy as always :*

anyway,quick update about school life.
9f akhirnya ditempatkan kayak biasa,dipojok sendiri dan jalannya lama dan jauh banget.
di kelas 9f ada anak baru,cowok siapa gitu lupa namanya.
i love 9f :-) especially th girls off course heheh

hello people!

2010-07-09T13:51:00.000+07:00

actually saya berminat mau ngepost foto2nya big bang sih -_- but so sorry ya, saya kepingin menulis. nanti tak kasih bonus foto2 di penghujung post :D

it's friday,guys.
tinggal dua setengah hari lagi saya liburan -_- duh,time walk fast bgt deh ya,kayaknya baru kemaren saya terlarut dalam euforia senang-senang karena saya dalam dua minggu ini akan melupakan peer,tugas,dan setumpuk hal lainnya yang berhubungan dengan pendidikan(Walaupun nilai saya,errr menurun drastis --"). Tapi sekarang,tinggal bentar lagi coba, huh ngga seru abis.

Oh ya,kenaikan kelas ini saya jadi kelas 9 looh! Hore, saya jadi yang paling berkuasa(?) eh nggak sih,saya kan kakak kelas yang baik hehe jadi saya tidak terlalu peduli hal2 macam itu.

Menurut saya dan sebagian anak manusia lainnya,kelas 9 berarti UAN. iya,uan. UJIAN AKHIR NASIONAL!!
oh man, saya belum siap dengan hal-hal serius kayak gitu. Kelas 8 berlalu cepeeeet banget. Aku masih mau main-main,mau nonton film,nggak belajar dengan alasan 'masih kelas 8'. Aku mau jalan-jalan,kemana saja.
Tapi kayaknya buat sekarang ini susah deh.

Kayak katanya mama,tahun ini saya harus prihatin,saya harus sadar diri dengan status saya sebagai anak kelas 9. Huah,kesannya berat banget deh. Tapi,well, semua ini untuk kebaikanku,jadi aku harus yakin.

Kalau teman-teman tanya mau masuk mana entar kalo udah sma, aku maunya sma 3 kalo nggak sma 1. Ya,cuma itu. SMA 3 itu terendahnya 37.7,rata2 38.3... Sma 1 terendahnya 37.2 apa 3 gitu kalau nggak salah, tapi aku ngga lihat rata2nya hehe :p

Oh goddess, aku mau berjuang masuk sma 3. MAU BANGET. Tapi ya itu,aku anaknya malesan banget,bukuku masih rapi dan nggak plitat plitut (baca;nggak pernah dibaca)
Tapi aku janji aku akan berubah.
Aku janji. Serius deh.

Amin.

OKAAAYYY,stop talking about yang berat-berat dan mengkhawatirkan seperti hal diatas itu.

Oh ya, kelas 9 ini saya jadi anak 9f. Anak-anaknya sama kayak jaman kelas 7 itu loh. Wihi! Pasti bakalan rusuh ini kelas hahaha,tapi yang jelas saya udh punya teman sebangku,manusia elf bernama ipum. Iya,dia itu elfs. Bukan elf orang kerdil lho,tapi itu lho fansnya suju -_-
Yak,dia cukup menggilai boy band berisi 13 orang ini (apa 11?) karena entah mengapa. Sebetulnya saya juga cukup suka dengan suju tapi ya nggak segitunya lah,saya lebih suka sama big bang dan shinee.
9f yang penggila korea itu kayaknya cuma kita deh (meratapi di tengah hujan) sedihnya. Hiks.

Tapi mungkin ada yang bakalan tertarik juga? amin. Selama ini aku taunya yang suka sama korea itu palingan cuma denis,dissa,hana,aufa,iffa..terus aku ;p

Hem. 9f.
Aku nggak tau loh dimana kelasku bakalan,karena direnovasi gitu deh,jadi kelas kebangsaan 9f itu pindah,dijajah sama 9e --"

Bagaimana kelanjutan kisah 9f? Ngga tau deh. Tetap ikuti perkembangannya!

p.s aku menjanjikan bonus foto big bang :p

big bang-tell me goodbye :3

2010-06-28T13:21:00.001+07:00

omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-06-19T21:53:00.000+07:00

HAPPY BURSTDAY TO MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEH I'm 13 Y-O!!!!

my wish: this is not the greatest day ever but definitely gonna be my year :D

incognito

2010-06-08T16:34:00.000+07:00

Incognito is a British band as well as one of the members of the English acid jazz movement. Their debut album,Jazz Funk was released in 1981, with twelve more albums following, the last of which, Tales From The Beach, was released in 2008.

wekekekek aku ngaku yang atas itu aku ngambil dari wiki :p ya pokoknya incognito itu band jazz dari inggris. KEREN banget. yah,menurutku sih -_- oh ya,ditilik dari waktu album pertama rilis,saya belum lahir lho.as usual saya tau band2 jadul kaya gini dari ayah-mama. download aja deh,apalagi dua lagu dibawah ini.highly recomendded bgt.aslinya aku udh tau sejak dulu sih tapi baru sempet sekarang ngepost

when the sun comes down

Time to wake up

In every nation

Go feel the vibration

That takes me away

Me people stand up

To fight desperation

As we're raising, raising

Until the break of day

Hey

I will lift you up

We can stir it up

Feel the love around

When the sun comes down

People give it up

'Cause we're rising up

Like the sun (like the sun)

So hold on

Come share my dream

No facing, no fighting

Me love like deep shining

All anyway

still a friend of mine
you know as true as trees are tall;
and autumn does fall.
oh,it sometimes rain in paradise,
and even the warmest heart can turn to ice.
i know it happened to us all,
every kind of people fall,
and after all the tears are gone;
do we still have a heart to carry on?
you and i still somehow,
still a friend of mine.

p.s HAYO SIAPA DEH NGAKUUUUU YANG UDAH DENGER LAGUNYA JUSTIN BIEBER YANG RICH GIRL? KEREN YAAAA! AYO DOWNLOAD GA NYESEL! *gak nyambung*

2010-06-08T12:29:00.001+07:00

bye eyang.semoga amalannya diterima,dosa-dosanya diringankan.amin

moymoypalaboy

2010-06-01T21:42:00.000+07:00

they're a youtube user :-) kocak bgt,mereka nyanyiin ulang,kayak parodi sih tp ngga parodi2 banget -,- aku udh tau mereka sejak lama sih,tp baru kali ini mosting ttg mereka hehe.

favorit:

cant stop laughing.really. those guys are just sooo funny!!

other guys are hillarious too,check it out fangs!

yah sebenernya lagu wannabe itu emg basically lagu paling asik buat di nyanyiin!tinggal kocak-kocakin aja :D

bye

2010-06-01T21:23:00.000+07:00

mau dikatain apa kek terserah,i just like the lyrics anyway. cuma suka. ga ada artinya buat eke -,-

"Rain outside my window pouring down,
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry;
Now it's, too late, to turn it around.
You made it clear when you said,
I just don't love you no more;
I'm sick and tired of this silly game."
craig david-dont love you no more

"Daylight dies;Blackout the sky
Does anyone care? Is anybody there?
Take this life,Empty inside;
I'm already dead.I'll rise to fall again.
I can feel you falling away
Forever - and ever ;
The scars will remain."
breaking benjamin-give me a sign

"Cause I cant fight this feeling anymore;
Ive forgotten what I started fighting for.
And if I have to crawl upon the floor,
Come crushing through your door.
My life has been such a whirlwind since I saw you;
Ive been running round in circles in my mind.
And it always seems that Im following you, girl
Cause you take me to the places that alone I'd never find."
glee casts cover-cant fight this feeling

N

2010-06-01T13:39:00.001+07:00

N stands for netral.
oke bukan yang band ya -_- maksudnya, i don't like anybody,more than just friends.
karena, saya tidak sedang butuh tersakiti. oh ya,saya ngaku kalo kadang2 saya envying some couples :P but then i started to think that..even those great couples fight. mereka pasti sempet jealous kan,kesel,berantem,marahan. i dont need that,not for now. saya sudah sering kesel --"

saya benci perasaan jealous,kesel kenapa ada yang ndeketin orang yang saya sukai. gak seru banget kan,terus mesti kalo liat cewek itu mesti bawaannya pengen nyekek. makanya,nggak asik banget. pastilah ada yang sakit hati.

saya juga tidak suka perasaan malu-malu,tersipu-sipu melihat namanya ternyata ada di atas saya. (CUMA PERUMPAAN OKE JADI JANGAN MIKIR ANEH2 YA TEMAN-TEMAN) saya tidak suka menebak-nebak apa arti di dalam status facebooknya walaupun hanya satu deret kata seperti "aku kangen..." klise sih memang tapi it really happen kan.

saya juga tidak suka perasaan tidak menentu saat dia tidak sengaja menatap saya,atau saat dia online di facebook dan saya tidak bisa menahan perasaan meluap-luap untuk mengetikkan 'hai' di chatnya. Dan selalu ada perasaan kesal saat dia tidak menyapa saya.

Jadi,i decided to forget all those things. Ngga terlalu guna untuk saya. Who needs something like that when you having lot of love from your friends&your family?

Anyway,that just my opinion right,it can change anytime. Untuk detik ini saya netral,karena ngga ada yang menarik minat :-P but who knows?

della

p.s thanks buat pujiannya ya mbak salsa atas post ini :3 jadi malu. hehehehe. tp i've told ya, aku buat ini hanya karena itu ada di pikiranku skrg bukan gara2 aku punya perasaan sama seseorang,kay?

spongebob quotes

2010-05-31T13:29:00.000+07:00

aku suka sekali dengan quotes berikut ini :

Mermaid Man: Now, who wants to save the world?
SpongeBob: I do!
Patrick: I do!
Sandy Cheeks: I do!
Squidward: I don't.
Mr. Krabs: Oh, yes you do, no world means no money, so either save the world, or you're fired!

Squidward: Patrick, why is your suitcase full of rocks?
Patrick: Hey, I don't tell you how to live your life!

Spongebob: what do you usually do when i'm gone?
patrick: waiting for you to come back.

Spongebob: Love is handing someone a gun and letting it point to your head, believing that he won't pull the trigger.

---

Spongebob: Secretly... I'm a little naive.

---

Patrick: You mean what we thought they thought, we think and thought they thought. We think?

ngagetin -_-

2010-05-28T17:54:00.001+07:00

sore ini,habis les mtk 2 jam (-_-) aku mutusin untuk check fb seperti biasanya. tiba-tiba,salah satu temen sekelasku,namanya dewi,ngewall.

kurang gede??? ~~(iyalah sarap)~~

sumpah. berasa norak. bodo ah

jadi gini,aku cuma bingung kenapa dia ngewall kayak gini. aneh amat, gak ada hujan gak ada angin gak ada aku dia ngewall macem-macem. wooo wooo wooo

udah ah bodo.
pusing.
makan dulu ah!

p.s= selamat waisak bagi yang merayakan